softbluus

hi hi everyone! i hope you’ve all had a great start to the new year and it’s treating you well!
          	
          	i’ve been in much better spirits as of recent, and i know i didn’t sound like it the last time i posted, however i genuinely have been feeling a lot more like myself. the motivation to write has slowly come back, and i’m finding my creativity coming back as well!
          	
          	i’m planning to write a headcanon/small drabble book surrounding genshin, since the hyperfixation is still prominent. i don’t think writing full out fledged chapter books is in the market for me yet, but i can definitely handle small bits for sure. i don’t want to push myself  past that just yet, but i do want to start small and slowly so i can get back in the groove of things.
          	
          	it’s a start, but i’m really looking forward to dipping my toes back into writing! <3

softbluus

hi hi everyone! i hope you’ve all had a great start to the new year and it’s treating you well!
          
          i’ve been in much better spirits as of recent, and i know i didn’t sound like it the last time i posted, however i genuinely have been feeling a lot more like myself. the motivation to write has slowly come back, and i’m finding my creativity coming back as well!
          
          i’m planning to write a headcanon/small drabble book surrounding genshin, since the hyperfixation is still prominent. i don’t think writing full out fledged chapter books is in the market for me yet, but i can definitely handle small bits for sure. i don’t want to push myself  past that just yet, but i do want to start small and slowly so i can get back in the groove of things.
          
          it’s a start, but i’m really looking forward to dipping my toes back into writing! <3

softbluus

hello everyone, long time no see! it’s been quite a while, how are all of you?
          
          i’d like to apologize for my absence on here, i haven’t properly come on here to explain where i’ve been or what i’ve been doing, so that’s what i’m doing now. i’ve been gone for like, just about two years? that’s a lot, i’m so sorry—
          
          a lot has happened in those two years and some things are better, some are worse than before. i’ve been back and forth between being good to feeling down as i have been years ago, but i’ve reached a point in my life where i’ve had enough of personal issues getting in the way of what i love doing, and that’s exactly why i’ve been away. 
          
          within the upcoming year hopefully, i’m gonna try to get back into writing and roleplaying here because i so desperately miss being creative. it’s going to take some time because i’m still not exactly in the best mindset, and life is hell, but everything is temporary. it’s going to be okay, i’ll be okay. it’s time for me to take back who i used to be, to better myself <3
          
          if anyone wants a buddy to play genshin with, since the two and a half year long hyperfixation hasn’t gone away, i’m on the na server! my uid is 641658717.
          
          until then though, i’ll see you guys in a couple months. be safe and take care!