namjinholdinghands

i share a lot on here. i don't really care if no one sees it or not but it feels nice to just get it out. i hope i don't seem rude or selfish.
          
          on another note!! im glad you guys are still reading my books!! sorry im not writing anything recently... but it means a lot when i see that you guys are voting and the read count is growing. ALSO DON'T BE SHY GHOST READERS!! I WILL READ YOUR COMMENTS! if necessary, i will reply too!~ ✨
          
          love you all, you are great and loved ❤️ hope to see you soon

idk if this is just me,, bc i never met someone like this. but I hate when i like something or like doing something, and another person just comes and copies me, this happens so much in my family. haha.. i just feel like they're doing everything i do. it's nice i inspired ppl but... they do it all the time. and one thing- i kept bts a secret to myself and never told my family. and now that my sister likes them (which she got into them in a disturbing(?) way ;-;) now everyone in my family knows them and ugh... my parents are not very kind.. with races. racist and xenophobic in a way. so if i talk to them about bts, more my mom, she's gonna ask weird questions or just flat out stupid ones. my dad doesn't care. and i just don't want my family to know them... why couldn't i just keep it to myself? i must sound rude, im sorry. but iykyk. but no one really knows BC NO ONE ASKS— T^T im sad.

i finished my last banana milk today at 5:42pm. i will have to get more soon 

heyy im kinda getting back into bts again. all sorts of nostalgia and sentimental shit lmaoo. but fr it feels so good to be connecting with the fandom again. love you all. and i MAY or MAY NOT be writing another story o.o who knows?

hey guys,, sorry i've been gone for... months ':D um im okay!! i hope you guys are too!! let's see, i haven't been active much in the army community— and i don't plan on coming back (fully) im around here and there. idk bts just isn't my main interest anymore and i've "moved on" but i still love them dearly!~ and i deleted anything that i don't use anymore bc they were used for bts. like wattpad. though my phone still has it, which im on rn, but im not gonna get too in depth. so,, on with the books i've made! IM DISCONTINUING ALL OF THEM and i am very sorry to say that but i have no interest in them. but i will keep them up!! and if anyone wants to finish any of them just leave a message and i'll see what we can do!!~ if not,, make a story with your imagination~ ik like all of them haven't even gotten to the plot but i hope this is not a big deal :(( and that's it!
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          i know the world rn is hell but we'll all make it. and hopefully we can. stay safe and healthy~ be careful with the world and we'll keep fighting all together! you're smart– protect us and yourself please. love you guys and thanks for reading my shitty stories✨
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          —softhoneymooners^^

GHFUKUYKFVJBI i just realized that i said ‘hoseok and jimin’ in the yoongi chapter on heaven’s human— i think i wanted hoseok to be a human rather than an angel... bUT I MADE HIM AN ANGEL INSTEAD BC THATS WHAT MY BRAIN WANTED RN— lmaoo  im losing my mind,,

unpublished crowned. bc i dislike how i wrote it  sorry, my writing is hopefully getting better but idk... i haven’t published anything recently.. writers block? most likely- on the brighter side- mots: 7 is soooooooo good!! i love it so much!! go listen to it, even though most of you have already, so stream mots: 7!!!! 

happy hobi day!! i hope ur have a wonderful day today ☺️

damn,, i’ve been on this stupid app for a year?? weird... what for? i honestly have no clue- maybe i wanted to read the fics *^*

ego is literally so good!!! i love it so much,, it’s an amazing song fit just for hoseokie~ idk bout an update today though, not in a good mood :/ everything’s not going well rn.. it’s so weird idk how to explain what i’m feeling... oh well i’ll see you soon!