no one is gonna see thid but jic u do, im taking a break. i've been really stressed out and i have so many probelms going on. i've cried about 4 times this week and have had 3 emotional breakdowns over broken friendships, how lonely i feel and how pathetic i am. i'm really trying to stay strong but it hurts so much. i feel so useless. keeping it all in has been a really big struggle for me, i hope you can understand where im coming from here. i'm extremely sensitive and i overthink so easily. words have been clouding my thoughts and its really dangerous. i need to take care of myself before i come back. till then.