@_not_your_babygirl_ I feel that there is always going to be at least one moment where you consider killing yourself, but listen to anybody who's nearly or successfully killed themselves and we're resuscitated. They all say, that it wasn't worth it, it took them facing death to realize that life is worth living. Even when everything is utter crap, and often times that struggle you live is out of your hands. But when given the chance, you got to get up and just think, "I'm gonna live my best life, because I want to,"
And I want you to know, that yeah, we may be strangers on the internet, but I can assure you in the very least, you can talk to us. Message me if you need a friend.