life’s been draining me so much—to the point that i had to pause for a while, especially in my writing journey.
deadlines after deadlines.
stress from my college journey, financial problems, and feeling mentally unstable and exhausted—where every night, i find myself having breakdowns and panic attacks, struggling just to catch my breath.
there are times when i have to sacrifice my sleep and rest just to finish projects, reviews, and activities—all while facing family problems.
facing those struggles without opening up to others made me realize that maybe i don’t always have to tell people what i’m going through if i can handle it on my own and find my own solutions.
but sometimes… i still hope that someone will catch me when i’m slowly losing myself. someone who will give me a tight hug, wipe my tears, and gently caress my cheeks and head.
but no—i can do this. i can fight this on my own. i will endure this for myself.
now, my writing journey will be temporarily closed—on hiatus.
this hurts so much on my part, having to let go of something i’ve loved and poured my efforts into for six (6) years. but i know there is a right time for everything. i just need to rest and breathe—i need to let go, even if it’s the one thing that shaped who i am.
i, kaileighn wp a.k.a. softwordsbykai, am temporarily signing off.
see you soon, and i’m going to miss all of you, kaians.
— yours truly,
kaileighn