So, I'd just like to put out there, that I am very sorry for all those times, in my story Depression Hurts, that I said that I was trying to kill myself.
I'm sure a lot of you thought it was an attention seeking thing, but it wasn't. I was just in such a bad place back then, but I've grown to be a lot stronger now. Once my dad passed away, it was like a huge wake up call, that I need to stay here. That I need to live, for my mom, and for my friends who also considered my father theirs.
Now, I barely ever consider suicide. I still do, on the hard days, but I don't act on those feelings anymore. I would hate to leave my mom when she is grieving so much right now.
Just because something has gone wrong, doesn't mean it won't get better. And I realize that now.
I can't begin to express my dearest apology for all the times I worried you all, and I wish I could change what happened in the past, but it is what shaped me to who I am today, a strong and independent girl.
I love all of my readers, and I want you to know, that if any of you are going through something, to message me. I will always be there for you, no matter what situation you are going through.