@3synnd Is okay I hope you feel more better. I really sorry for your lose I hope you okay right now and you are a brave girl be proud of yourself for bertabah dalam situasi kehilangan orang yang awak sayang. I honestly lost my friendship too I don't have friend anymore all of my BFF is busy with school, their own work and matter and I feel very lonely but is okay cus I read a lot of book and the comment section is so funny and live your own live. Live for yourself. Love yourself first. Is okay if you want to cry cus everybody want to cry don't bottle up your emotion or hide your emotion. Is okay to have a few friends rather than a fake friend I bet they sweet to you. I wish the same too to I want to had a lot of online friend and CONGRATULATION!! For finishing your trial even you don't pass with flying colors is okay in the future you can try more hard and don't be too hard on yourself cus I bet you had a lot of pressure from everyone right and GOOD LUCK for your SPM. I wish I can see you more a lot in the future with your work. Goodbye ^-^