I hate it here

Literally so inactive here because Wattpad honestly sucks and ao3 is better but I still have this account so take something out of my writing soon to be published:
          
          And when the devil comes crawling back
          When he emerges from the depths of the black and white void
          That callous creature calling out your name 
          A susurrus, melodic like the damping of the windows after a storm 
          
          All in itself the world will whelve
          Crying for it’s lost like a child whose soul was shattered 
          Because a piece of you was caved inside this earth
          A piece of you taken away and biting itself in rage that this would maybe be the end
          
          English is quirky and since it’s not my first language I said, why not play with it?

I just got notifications of people commenting on Smile, and I remember then that THAT fic exits and I internally cringe, like I swear to god that writing is just so cringe-worthy to me I-
          
          Anyway go follow me on ao3 link is on my bio ! New fics coming soon with better writing ;-;

Voltron (specifically Keith and Lance) have me on a chokehold I seriously can't-

Okay so I’ve noticed that Calamity Gems hasn’t been updated in- *checks calendar* 8 months, that’s a lot sorry
          
          It’s currently 1 am and I’m writing chapter 5, it’s still only 2362 words, and usually chapters range from 4k - 5k so there’s still a long way to go.
          
          I will only be posting chapter 5 and interlude I when I finish writing (which I hope would be updated on early June), and I’m probably either leaving it on hiatus while I try to write for it, or just straight up discontinuing it.
          
          But it’s all it bad news! I’m currently working on a short (not so short- probably 35k words) PJO fic that will be published on AO3, I already have 1 chapter fully written and I’m almost done with chapter 2, it’s a 5 chapter fic, and I’ll be uploading it once I finish writing everything! 
          
          Im also working on another fic that would probably be way longer, (PJO, Jercy, enemies to lovers) and will have various short stories along the way, so if you’re a Percy Jackson fan, I recommend that you subscribe to my AO3 profile and follow me here for more announcements on that.
          
          Anyway, I’m tired so I’ll just go hgghgchghhgccgh

Tomorrow is my birthday om

I started watching Voltron so I'm regretting everything

Hi don’t mind me, just putting daily quotes of The Song of Achilles that absolutely ruined me because I finished the book today and I spent 4 hours crying thank you.
          
          “Patroclus” Pa-tro-clus.

I just saw someone add my fic (Calamity Gems) to their library on their “yaoi/yuri” section and I’m so confused and uncomfortable with that what the h

kekekke I'm working on Calamity Gems' final chapter for part 1, still debating if I should have it on hiatus until I figure out what I want to do with the other parts.
          
          If i do decide to continue this fic in any other way, all the missing chapters would be published only on AO3.
          
          Follow me there! I'll be more active once I finish this last chapter
          
          so yaaa idk what else to say rn see you soon (or until I finish this chapter please help me ajjdjk)

I am going absolutely crazy over The Song of Achilles AJKEJDHSK
          
          ITS SUCH A GOOD BOOK AND ITS SO BEAUTIFUL ISTG
          
          I’m just in page 169 (haha funny number) but I’m already crying so much
          
          LIKE YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I NEED TO PHYSICALLY TALK ABOUT IT ARGHSK