I know nobody is going to see this but here we go....
do you every just get the feeling where you're just a second choice to people? " wanna hang out?_ can't so I asked you." " can we reschedule ? __ wanted to take me out, but we can do this another time!" I hate feeling like that because I keep just
eating them push my feelings aside for something else. but I guess it doesn't matter because what if I'm being to clingy? I'm i too needy? should I leave them alone? do they even like me? or do they hang out with me because they pity me? I'm really sorry for wasting your for talking about my " problems" because others have it worse. if you guys want the full explanation, DM me. thanks