solarsipooh

im back here and reading JB fanfics all over again out of nowhere i left twitter for this lmao

solarsipooh

since i'm not active on my twitter rn coz i'm trying to social media detox esp from twitter and fb pls let me rant here.
          
          someone said that im a fake/new fan since i started reading wattpad stories just now and catching up with the happenings around 5H world before and now and converting my socials to a "fangirl" accounts and that makes me sad and slightly upset :(
          
          there's a reason why i've been a lowkey supporter of them since the beginning i was focusing on school didn't have time to fangirl that much esp when i entered college no time for that at all coz i get easily distracted if i do something in between studies but i listen to their goddamn music for inspiration hehe and i was so scared that if people found out that i'm fangirling over girls they might know im gay :( 
          
          now bc of the pandemic i get to catch up and i think its okay. I keep myself updated from time to time even before tho but not vocal about the issues that they've been thru or not vocal about how i felt towards them or not comment about how freaking good their albums are.
          
          i hope no one judges me. sorry for ranting im just offended :( 
          
          PS: Lauren, wife me up :(