. tonight is the first day of the suburbia tour and its in my damn city. i cried so much about it and i know its stupid as fxck but you dont know how much i love him. and to have my parents yell at me about how much they hate him and think he is the worst person for me to like really kills me. i dont know what this is but im stressed. i dont like this i want it to end. im so sad. so fxcking sad. everyones at the concert and right now, troyes about to come out and sing but everyones getting hurt. people are pushing and theres people passing out and crying. at least thats what i heard. im scared for them. i hope they are ok.
i just like troye a lot and i know crying over a person is stupid but hes just important to me.
and i fxcking hate this.