solsophos

so i walked home 

solsophos

Honestly, I suck at literally everything. I can't even be me. Almost all my personality traits come from my friends.
          
          I wish I could be able to do something... I wish I was able to be really good at something.

bluedreamsholic

@Solunastra it takes time to find who you truly are. the first step to accomplishing that, is to be proud of who you are. it takes a lot of time, especially with the environment around us...
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solsophos

I'm not a great friend, I'm really dense

bluedreamsholic

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@Solunastra You are a great friend, if your "friends" tell you that you aren't, then they are the worst "friends" ever.
            DENSE IS NOT A BAD THING! PEOPLE MAKE IT SEEM LIKE A BAD THING BUT IT ISN'T. IT'S JUST THAT PEOPLE ARE TOO FUCKING LAZY TO TAKE TIME AND EXPLAIN THINGS MORE CLEARLY TO DENSE PEOPLE
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solsophos

I'm not rich, I go to a charter school, no guy would ever like me, I'm not funny,

bluedreamsholic

@Solunastra is being rich really important? don't you and every other human being have their own wealth? not a piece of paper with a face on it, but something more precious and valuable inside of their heart that they often can't see themself. 
            your school doesn't describes who you are. you are the only one who can make a change in yourself to prove  every prejudice that they were wrong. that you have so much more to offer than they can see.
            do you know how many people live on earth? and you are telling me that no one will ever love you, the beautiful being that is you? if the guys at your school don't see how much of a beautiful person you are then all i have to say is, "sucks to be blind"
            AND YOU ARE ONE OF THE FUNNIEST PERSONS I HAVE EVER TALKED WITH
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solsophos

I'm selfconcious and depressed, I don't know how to defend myself, my brother and my older friend calls me a narcissist

bluedreamsholic

@Solunastra Being sefcoucious isn't your fault, at all. once again, it comes to society, it's the reason to it. since little, we forged us an image of being perfect, smart, pretty and more. but think about it, what is perfection? no tthe perfection of today, but the perfection that was what it was at the root of it all. my answer is, ouselves. we are all different, we are all perfect.
            imperfectly, perfect.
            beign depressed is also a stage of life (you might not believe me since im depressed myself but i will still say it). you either make it out alive, or die. be it in the inside, or really dying (suicide). now sometimes you can have resurrection, die inside, be lost, question your whole existence, then find your way back to your body. it can be a long process but that's good. if you go too fast, you'll crash too hard.
            everybody needs someone to protect them, just like everybody needs someone or something to protect. the weakest one gives a reason for the strongest one to fight for something. while the strongest one helps and supports the weaker one from falling.
            narcissim isn't a bad thing, depends who is being a narcissist. you need to find your own values, some may call it egoistic, pretentious and many more. but in this world, you need to be that way at least a little in order to survive in this world full of fake images
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solsophos

I'm super duper weak and slow, I can't ice skate, I'm not very bright and I'm really dumb

bluedreamsholic

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@Solunastra it's better to be weak because if everyone was strong, we would all be the same. And, either way, we are all weak, be it physically or psychologically. Being slow is something good, at least i see it that way. when you go to fast, you don't have time to appreciate different thing that slow people would notice and figure out because they took their time.
            i can't ice skate either tbh.
            nobody is dumb. school and adults try to make us think that but, in fact, we are all smart in more ways than they think. it's just that we are forced so may types of intelligence into us, that OUR intelligence is buried under that pile of useless shit that will never teach us how to be...us
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solsophos

I can't draw very well, I can't cook anything nice and big, I can't speak two languages 

bluedreamsholic

@Solunastra each person has her own creativity, for some, a simple circle can mean a hole. for another, it stays a normal circle. then there are people who will see so many different facades to that little circle.
            art is not being able to draw something, but be able to see beauty in something that another has created, as small and "ugly" as it may be. nothing is ugly until the moment you consider it that way.
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