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as of right now, i'm considering deleting this app. so, i’m just giving a heads up that maybe by tomorrow i will be completely gone.
          
          i've used this app for years, but it’s gone down the drain.
          
          i’ve made good friends, read wonderful stories... but nothing is the same anymore. i don’t do anything. i have no more motivation, no support. how can one continue when there's no reason to? i’ll just copy my ftsib story into google docs and finish it there. i actually enjoyed writing that one, but no one votes or comments. it’s demotivating.
          
          i’m in fandoms no one knows, but me and maybe a small handful of people.
          it will be tough, but i feel like i would do better without this.
          
          in case you still want to talk to me, i have an instagram! it's mainly used for art and my ocs, though: tourmalineeeeeeii

happy holidays! it might not be easy for some people, i have trans friends currently dealing with deadnaming and all that during this time.
          financial issues, as well, are a problem.
          just remember, through all of that, have some hope and fun!
          don’t work too hard.

oh yeah i wrote a 12 oz mouse fanfic if anyone caRES.
          i love 12 oz mouse soooo much you dont even know. i know i have a follower both here and on insta who wanted me to write one so thERE YA GO
          also ill update the darkiplier and oz mouse fics more frequently than the athf one simply cus i have more ideas for them
          

yeet im workin on my own original story, but i cant figure out a beginning, so im just writing at random and totally forgetting i have two stories already started and i havent updated them 
          lol im sorry ill update the athf fic soon i just need to learn how to write

welp, im ultra fucked today
          my mom and her bf broke up so we have to leave, and im gonna die
          im leaving to a shelter, leaving my dogs, my cats, and i fucking hate it
          all the shit i wanted to do in my life is wasted because my mom’s bf is a giant bitch
          my phone is eventually gonna lose data bc it’s not gonna be paid for
          so, until life gets better or i move in with my dad, ill be gone
          love you all, ill see you when life gets better
          i wanna go to sleep and pretend this is all a dream

oh so im into bioshock now, so if anyone wants to talk bioshock or jatlas then im up 100%
          or if you have any good jatlas fanfics send em to me i want them
          also im making a bioshock fanfic and i just got back from a vacation with cowboys so i need some brain cells to be restored

lowkey restarted the aqua teen fanfic over cus i lost ideas. so imma try to get some sort of idea-burning thing goin until i can write a proper 1000+ word chapter

i feel and look awful but imma listen to everywhere i go on loop and write my aqua teen fanfic
          

the aqua teen fanfic is being worked on right nowwwww
          it’s gonna be slow in the first chapter, then in the second it will pick up. but there’s slow burn because i like to reflect my regretable life choices onto master shake and my love for reckless/caretaker ships on other people.
          that was an unnecessary rant, glad you enjoyed

actually — you know what, i’m gonna write an aqua teen fanfic.
          like it or not, i’m revisiting the idea.
          i just love aqua teen fanfiction so when i read one my heart just dies for master shake.
          love him so much.
          ok, i’ll finish another chapter of the darkiplier fanfic then i’ll work on that c: