songofaphrodite02

Veronica? Back on Wattpad? For no reason? Wild.

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          	  It's good to have you back!
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Don't tell someone one thing then act a different way. It's bullshit. It'll fuck with their head and make them feel stupid. Don't do it. 
          Don't tell me you're "on a break" and "going to break up" only to walk to every class together, pressed against her and ignoring me when you said you wouldn't. Don't say "I've thought of us as more than friends" and then act like I'm the only one who had feelings. Don't tell me that you won't ignore me anymore because "she can't control you", but then turn around and look/walk away when I say hi. Don't tell me that I "shouldn't let her get to me" when she glares at me any time she sees me - whether I'm looking at you or not. 
          
          Most of all, don't fuck with my emotions. Don't drag me into your shitty relationship and cause problems. Don't let your bitch of a girlfriend take all of her emotions for you out on me. She thought YOU returned the feelings when I liked you. She thought YOU wanted her to leave for me. That's something she needs to take up with YOU, not take it out on me. Don't tell me you had feelings, don't tell me she's scared you'll leave, and don't tell me you won't ignore me then deny it, ignore it, or do the opposite. It's not fucking cool. 
          
          When I'm crying because the weight in my chest is so heavy, I can't breathe when she looks at you the same way I do, it's bad. When you look at me with a look that says "I want you" but not at her, it's bad. When she's smothering you and controlling who you talk to, it's bad. 
          Get. Out. But leave me out of it. 
          Fuck your relationship. 
          Fuck all the shit you made me feel. 
          Fuck your words that lead me on. 
          Fuck. You.

songofaphrodite02

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@deepdopedweeb HEY SO FUNNY STORY
            while all of this is valid (good on u, past Veronica), this story is a LOT deeper than i made it sound. There was and still is a lot more to this than "you like me but you're trapped by her and wont do anything about it so fuck you". He was trapped. He couldn't do anything for the sake of safety. So while all of these feelings are valid and I'm glad i articulated them into words, there was a lot more that caused more emotions than I could handle. There's still a lot more emotions for us to deal with. And also? Note to past me: he wasn't ever trying to hurt you. He wouldn't hurt you, he couldn't live with himself if he ever did. He loves you, yknow. He really does. And he makes sure you know that everyday. Whenever you're sad or even a little upset, he's hurting right alongside you and he'll be there forever to make sure that you know you're not alone, and that you're loved. He looks at you like you put the light in his life and you do. He smiles at you like the sun itself and sometimes life gets extremely hard for him so you have to remember that he loves you but it can be a lot and it can overload him so please, please, please love him and yourself enough for the two of you until he can get it figured out.
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Who wants angsty kiribakukami because whoooooboy I got a story headed your way if you do. 
          I'm gonna go write it til I can't write anymore because I am hooked on the concept of previously bullied Denki and supportive boyfriends Kiri and Baku sO HERE WE GO GET READY KIDDOS

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@That-Emo-Fanchild IM NOT AND IM THE ONE WRITING IT
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iM READY
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So I just read through an old convo with a girl I used to like and my fucking confession was so weak. 
          "I - I understand if you hate me! I get it, I'll leave you alone." "I don't hate you" "why not?" 
          Like I was so ashamed of how I felt. I forgot about when I was like that. I've changed so fucking much. That was a year and a half ago. Just last week, I walked up to the girl I like and went "I like you, more than friends. I know you have a girlfriend, but these are emotions I can't control and you need to know. And I'm sorry if this upsets you, but it hurts seeing you with her when I could treat you so much better. Thanks for listening, I need to go to fifth period but first - will you go to homecoming with me?" 
          At this point I've realized you cant pick who you like and who you don't. You can't just wake up and say "I'm going to like Dylan today." That's not how it works - and that's okay. It's okay to be okay with it, and it's okay to not be okay with it; but you should never feel ashamed of what you feel or who you like. 
          Confidence can change you and a situation so much. I suggest you all try it if you can, it's amazing.

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@That-Emo-Fanchild same for the most part tbh that and song lyrics or quotes
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@deepdopedweeb then your thoughts are awesome. My mb is just filled with shitposts lmao
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@That-Emo-Fanchild 
            I'm gonna cry sksksksksks it's not even that good it's just thoughts but thANK YOU
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yall ive seen coco so many times and every single time i watch it, i cry because the animation is just,,, so,,, pretty,,,, 
          the scene where its almost sunrise and miguel is like fading, like u can see his skull and stuff through the skin??? imagine being so good at art that u can do that
          wild