✿ carmen ✿

it feels so odd to be posting here of all places,
          so close to my so merciful death.
          what could I ever gain from it? 
          the attention i have forever craved?
          surely not.
          maybe im just scared. im pitying myself.
          it's been far too long now. i don't want to hold back on it anymore.
          the lord doesn't take kindly to cowards.
          if i want to shine as bright as a star,
          i need to get up there.
          somewhere. anywhere.
          would be better than whatever's left here.

hi :)
          
          so ive actually rebranded! 
          im not going away from this account or anything nono, but ive just deleted a bunch of old works and have suited my profile to more-so my liking.
          new short stories and stuff coming soon i promise! 

hii small update
          ive drafted destiny btf because well- im reworking it :D
          its gonna be a while before it comes back up again, with reworked chapters, settings and a title change.
          rest assured the characters will stay the same aa before with minor changes.
          in the meantime, im working on  adding more of my socials here such as my twitter or toyhouse, so expect more from me soon !! just need some time to bring it together.
          hope you're all doing well, see you !!!

Hi, there!
          
          I'll be leaving this account and making a new one to begin writing other stories.
          
          I may follow you on said new account, but if I don't then just know that it was a pleasure talking with you way back when!
          
          You were basically my friend when I was younger and our rants were very mentally calming.
          
          I hope you have a fantastic time with whatever you do in the future, see ya!  

Wsup, V! It's another traumatizing Thursday at 3 in the morning! And your local trauma woman has come to check on your mood!
          
          How're you feelin as of recently? Anything ywanna get off yer chest?

AYO U ADDED MY BOOK IN A LIST AND NOW I'M PROUD BOI >:]

why are the fnf osts such vibes to listen to tho 
          
          like Kawai Sprite you've blessed the music realm my guy

So i just learned that the word for a non-binary person attracted to women is actually trixic. so i guess that's what you are???

I REALLY JUST LOST MY INTERNET CONNECTION WHILE PLAYING ON THE BEST WINDCLAN SERVER IVE EVER BEEN ON IN WARRIOR CATS ULTIMATE EDITION IM PISSED

Have you ever played Obey Me? Everyone's been recommending it and it seems super popular...