Soph🥀

I really really wish I didn’t have to write this. I was never planning on writing this message. Never thought I’d have to. But here we are. So please hear me out. 
          
          I’m honestly not feeling my story anymore. I know I said I would finish it and that I missed the story, the characters, and you all- don’t get me wrong I do. I really really do- but I just have no motivation or even any real interest in writing it anymore. I don’t want to unpublish it. But I think I will. For a while at least. I haven’t updated since December of 2021 and I hate giving false hope. I’ll be honest, I may come back to the story. I may republish it with a new chapter. Maybe one day, but right now i don’t think that’ll happen. Please don’t hate me. I love you all so dearly. You’ve given me a space to let me put words down and you even reading them is insane to me and I can’t express my appreciation enough. But my head simply isn’t in it anymore. It was fun while it lasted, it truly was. I’ve made some amazing friends on this app that I wouldn’t have made without my silly little story, and for that I thank you. 
          Please know that Harry, Stella, Carmen, and Zayn are all okay. They’re doing their best and they’re together. I don’t want to leave you with any doubts about that. 
          
          Carmen is still teasing H and Stell about overhearing them having at it. 
          
          Zayn is still making fun of Stell for liking someone other than herself. 
          
          Harry is still playing Devil’s Advocate in his car, even when Stella isn’t there to sing it with him. 
          
          Stella is still coming up with sarcastic comments to everything that never fail to make someone in the room laugh. 
          
          Just know that they’re okay. I promise. 
          
          And if I do decide to come back to this story some time down the road, I hope you’ll remember me and my little story that you happened to take interest in. 
          Until then, thank you for everything. From the bottom of my heart. Thank you. 
          
          Maybe for the last time:
          Much love, Soph<3 

I love your profile picture

50K??? 50K READS??? WHAT??? 
          I know. I know i’ve been so MIA it’s horrible. Truth is, I barely have time to even use this app anymore, let alone write and I hate it. I’m so sorry for the longest wait ever and im sorry that i dont interact. I appreciate you all so so so so so much. This is absolutely insane. Especially because i havent updated since January. I love you. Please bear with me<3 
          
          Much love, Soph 
          Mwah 

It’s been a year. Holy fuck it’s been a year. It’s been a year since my little brain baby became something real and something that other people can love along with me. A year ago today I published Ecstasy. That’s so insane to say i can’t even process that. I want to say thank you to everyone who has been here from the beginning, thank you to all of you who have just joined this bumpy ride, thank you to everyone in between who has supported me and befriended me among a million other things. I couldn’t have done this without all of you. We also hit 46k today. Yes I say “we” because it wouldn’t be possible without all of you. I know my updates are slow and i know im shitty at communicating about it and I’m so sorry. I just appreciate you all for sticking with me. It means the absolute world. I love you to the moon and back. 
          
          So much love, Soph 

Happy almost new years(for me at least). I want to thank all of you for everything you’ve done for me this past year. I cant even process the support that ive gotten on my little story that I decided to put together on a massive whim. Ecstasy will be a year old in January. That’s fucking insane. Wow. But anyway, not the point, thank you again. For everything. I know 2021 hasn’t been that great of a year for a lot of people, so thank you a million for giving me a safe space to express myself through my characters and be able to share their story with you all. 
          
          To hell and back, Soph<3 

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          MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS BABES 

I’m writing… it’s a Christmas miracle 

Ive been so MIA with ecstasy it’s fucking sad and im kicking myself over it every day but i just wanted to check in and saw that Ecstasy hit 40 fucking thousand reads. genuinely can’t express how insane this is and how proud it makes me. Thank you for sticking with me. I promise i haven’t forgotten about it<33 
          
          I love you all so so so much. Thank you a million times over again. So much love, Soph 

I’ve been so inactive and I’m so sorry for that. I wanted to say thank you so so much for almost 36k. That’s fucking insane especially since I haven’t updated in a while. I am working on the next chapter, I have over 4.5k words at the moment and the smut hasn’t even started… 
          Thank you all for sticking with me, I can’t express how much that means to me<3 

I was really hoping to come back to twitter with an update on Ecstasy and I’m upset that i dont. 
          I’ve been thinking this over and i think it’s best that i put Ecstasy on hold for a while. School’s abt to start and i have so much shit to do and idk when i’ll be able to write.
          
          I absolutely love the story that i’ve created and have no intentions of leaving it for good. I promise that I’ll finish the story- or I hope I will. But i plan on it. I love you all so much and again, i’m so so sorry. I’ll see you all as soon as I can with an update! 
          
          Also- thank you so so much for 33k. This is NOT a goodbye to Hella, Zayn, Carmen, Alec and their story by any means. I’m just taking a break for my mental health and also because i will be insanely busy when school starts back up. I’ll try to write whenever I can! Ive started the next chapter as well. I’ll miss you all dearly. 
          Hope y’all don’t forget about me Jekskwj
          Again- I love you guys so so much. I’ll see you as soon as I possibly can!