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Welp im gay

I HAVENT BEEN CALLED BACK AND I REMEMBER SOMETHING AND BASICALLY I DESCRIPTIVELY MADE A DOC TELLING A FRIEND IF SHE DIDNT GET ME THE HAMILTON MIXTAPE I WOULD KILL HER 
          IDK IF I COULD GET EXPELLED FOR THAT OR WHAT

So... I probably wont be on wattpad for a while. I got myself in trouble at school. Like I accidentally dug myself a hole, and im terrified. I kinda wrote a thing that the counselor considered cyberbullying and i tried lying my way out bc thats what i always do. I ended up lying my way into a hole. I hate my life, i hate myself for being so stupid, and i hate everything. I probably wouldnt be as scared now if i was straight. Im not saying id rather be straight than gay, but it would make my life so much easier. My friends are telling me to tell her it was me so i dont get in too much trouble but im terrified. Itd probably be easier if someone was with me when i tell her, if i do. Life would be so much easier if i was a normal straight girl, but nope. Im terrified everytime my mom tells me to 'come here' because what if she found out? I want to die in a hole rn.

I want an elams fic w/ trans Alex jc it just makes me HAPPY

Somebody give me gay Writing Prompts
          I need to write something  g a y .

I WANNA WRITE LAMS BUT I GET SO SCARED ILL MAKE SOMEONE OUT OF CHARACTER ALSO IM A LAZY F U C K 

Just imagine John just HATING pizza and herc calls him 'papa john' all the time and he just gets sO TRIGGERED
          Half the reason he hates pizza is probably the fact herc calls him papa john (herc also calls him turtle fucker but we don't talk about that)

GO WATCH GALACTICBUN'S ONE LAST RIDE ANIMATIC ON YOUTUBE
          HAM'S A FUCKING  P U F F E R F I S H.
          HIS HAIR JUST GOES FWOOM
          HES TOO ANGRY FOR HIS OWN GOOD
          JESUS KRIST HAM
          CALM YOUR ASS DOWN
          

Go follow @comicbookgirl18
          She's the girl who got me that MIXTAPE
          IM SO HYPED B O I

GUYS
          G U Y S
          MY FRIEND IS GONNA PREORDER ME THE HAMILTON MIXTAPE AFTER DINNER
          LIKE I CANT
          SHE IS THE BEST OML