Sou<3

HEYY

New theme lol

I'm back for a while because I'm taking a day off lol. I have NO consistency.

I know most of you aren't aware but I'm a 12th grade student. 
          From Monday my external practical/viva examinations begins and from FEBRUARY 14TH to APRIL 4TH I will have my 12th grade final examination (Final exam of highschool, i.e. I am about to graduate yes.) (ISC).
          And, for that reason I'd be inactive. After that I will start updating again (till college admissions begin again.)
          
          But anyways, this was END OF AN ERA for me as I started writing here when I was in 7th grade. Now I'm about to graduate and start college, uncertain future at hand. Hence, thank you for being by my side no matter when you joined. I love you all, and will always do <3
          
          Love,
          Sou/Rainey

HAPPY NEW YEAR <3 (I love all of you so much.)

FIGHTING ON TWT FOR YANG JUNGWON. IDC IF IT IS MY HISTORY EXAM TMRW (I'M ABOUT TO FAIL)

ALSO, FOLLOW ME ON @rainey_ing for my original books!

Say hello to user Sou_writes127 ! Heheheh

So This account wouldn't be for my original works anymore. Rainey will be a different person on a different account. Here I am author Sou, like I originally was. After my boards end, I will try to finish Gotta Go and Dimension & Dilemma because I love those books. As for Dark Blood, it'll take time to finish. 
          My poems and When We Met Again will be on a different account (to save my dignity just in case someday I become famous (I won't) and people find out my fanfiction era).
          Anyways, say goodbye to Rainey_ing.

I'm here to say that I'm sorry for being inactive. God I loved writing on here so much and now I have barely any time to do ANYTHING. Icm slowly loosing myself, I can't do things I love. GOD I DON'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WAS ON YOUTUBE FOR THINGS OTHER THAN STUDY STUFF. I'm just running, running and running, I want to stop. I can't. I wish I could go back and relive. I can't do anything I love without consequences. Why is growing up so hard? 
          I've been here since I was 12. I'm 18 now. I hate how Life has turned out. 
          My classmates make me feel like an outcast. I'm always the fat girl who is weird. My parents are always dissapointed no matter how much I try. They don't even know me for fuck's sake, they don't know what hurts me, what'll get to me. And I've gotten used to that. And then I don't have a love life (minor crisis btw lol).
          
          I am just so tired. 
          Please.
          
          But hey, school ends next year:)