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Happy 23rd Birthday to my first baby, Chaerin<3
          And happy 20th to me :)
          13 to 20, is it embarassing to comeback to this one place again and again no matter how busy in life?
          This place is my beacon of sanity in this insanity of life. A window of escapism from this world called reality. It is exhausting, I'm exhausted. But hey! I survived this long, 13 year old me thought she'd be gone 15. 5 more years is a big leap. Haha
          Thank you for sticking around,
          If ya'll see this,
          Love you.
          
          - Sou<3

Geez, I suddenly remembered my books here T_T.
          I'm sorry guys, it's a big ass creative block, I just don't have the motivation. Although I did start working on new books instead (how yk my ADHD is left undiagnosed.) 
          
          After my exams end (can you believe I finish first year of college in a month??? Crazyyy.) I'll try to update once or twice. 
          

You got the hot potato! Pass the potato to 15 of your friends in 8 days or else you will get extremely bad luck (no pass backs, just copy and paste to your friends)
          This started in walthamstow, london, try to spread it around the world.
          Don't be the one to stop the chain and end this.
          GO!

omg hi t-t

Everytime I open instagram, I get sad. I cry. I just want to give these boys warmest hugs possible and tell them that we are where no matter what.

"DESPITE WHAT HAPPENED TO ENHYPEN, ATLEAST I STILL HAVE 7DREAM." I SAID WITH JOYS. 
          I WAS THEM SHOT 57 TIMES.

I KID YOU NOT, SINCE I WAS STRUGGLING WITH THE ENHA BOOK AFTER HEESEUNG'S DEPARTURE, I WAS RECONSIDERING MY NCT BOOK (+ HP X NCT DREAM BOOK) ....
          Oh dear lord this is not my year. 
          

I really don't know how to feel still. I miss Heeseung. Weird because I have been so detached from kpop in the recent years, only keeping up with the music...
          I never expected this to happen, ever. It truly hurts. I can only think of that tall lanky boy with doe eyes and big smile from I-land. Who cried very easily. Who sacrificed positions so the team is stronger. Who respected and loved the ones around him. My sweet boy. I hope you are alright, we are here for you. 
          
          Everything will be alright<3

Picked up my phone to take a break from studying only to get hit by the news of Heeseung leaving ENHYPEN...
          I can't do this rn. What the hell. 
          

I started to crush on Abhishek Sharma again T_T. IPL se pehle Dil aajata hai. But main toh KKR support karti hoon...