souadiiii

yeah this app is officially done for. Everyone is gone/inactive. Low-key sad wowww

souadiiii

@ILUHURBAN ikrrr I’m so sad abt it, everyone’s going 
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souadiiii

yeah this app is officially done for. Everyone is gone/inactive. Low-key sad wowww

souadiiii

@ILUHURBAN ikrrr I’m so sad abt it, everyone’s going 
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souadiiii

Yall idk, I kinda miss being depressed. Something about that feeling was comforting. In no way am I saying that this is healthy. I feel very much helpless and confused right now. I feel ‘nothing’ now whilst before I felt it everything, a high intensity and had depth and a lot on my mind. Since then, some parts of my life has changed for the better but that devastating and confused feel still remains after depression. 
          
          Anybody else? :(

souadiiii

@doseofdez thank u sm sis. Yeah, it’s definitely that feeling, it’s oddly comforting. I get u w putting urself in that sad mood, I’ve been doing it all last week till now. You’re only 19 omg🥹 but yes I feel the same, just empty, confused and feeling negatively about life in itself, not really doing much. It’s hard, especially when you wanna do so much. Ugh
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doseofdez

i relate to this in a way .. i don’t miss BEING, but the FEELING can be comforting. i used to purposely put myself in a sad/depressing mood and have “crying sessions” to let out my emotions. if i didn’t i would genuinely tweak out. i’m nineteen now and i definitely grew out of that but 14-17 year old me NEEDED that comfort and would be okay until whenever. now, i feel empty, like i can’t really process my emotions, little to no reactions, confused … if you ever need someone to talk to i’m here <3
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souadiiii

Happy birthday to me #imthebirthday

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@souadiiii you’re welcome! ❤️
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souadiiii

I was reading a book but it just went away. I was only like three chapters in and the character was called beauty cardwell and she was a doctor… who was the author, someone help me please 

souadiiii

@strzque yess ma’am thank youuu, she just uploaded the book again :)
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souadiiii

Just watched the MJ film. I’m highly disappointed. A production of mine would’ve been better. Boooo

souadiiii

@imjustateenn Okay maybe my deliver was wrong lmaooooo. But I loved the performances and acting. As an MJ fan (and most likely you too) we all know his story in and out and I feel like the film didn’t touch on it in depth. Like it was very rushed. But I’m going to watch it again because I love me some MJ babyyyyyyy
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imjustateenn

oh damn I was sat, felt like I was at a concert 
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