Not really active here (I'm on ao3 maybe??) 

I'm in love with Osmau Dazai and Chuuya Nakahara but not in a "they're so hot way" but in a I need to understand every part of their souls. I need the words in their mind to be carved into the imprints of my heart. I need their bond to be on the front covers of my eyes. I feel such a strong need to understand their bond because of how delicate and special it is. Not even in just a romantic way they're actual soulmates and you don't have to ship them to understand that. They understand eachother in a way no one could ever understand someone else. I dream to have a bond as deep, to know someone so well I know their breathing patterns. To know someone's next move and their reasoning for it. For words to become useless in the presence of us.