Sapphire

i can feel myself slipping into little space but i don’t wanna cuz i by myself 
          i want a mommy :’((
          

i love it when someone promises to care at least a LITTLE bit, but once we text for a few minutes they completely fall off the wagon and i’m stuck initiating the whole thing. why is literally EVERY PERSON i text always expectant of ME to start every conversation? to text first? to be able to read their thoughts through the fucking phone? am i the only one that actually wants a serious cg/dom? am i the least childish person on this app despite being a little? is there something i don’t know? am i as a little supposed to do all of the work, instead of equal contribution like i thought? this finding a dom thing is ass, man. don’t fucking text me unless you’re serious about getting to know me/vice versa. i care a lot and put tons of effort into getting to know someone/allowing them to know me but when it’s one sided and they just don’t give a shit then what’s the point? i’m sorry i just hate everything right now. it’s been more than a year. not ONE person i’ve met has cared enough or had the decency to even ask my name. loving life rn

gn streaks. i’m out. this ain’t it chief. goodbye 

all i want is a mommy/a dom of any kind honestly i’ve personally realized  how hard it’s been getting since it’s been almost a year with no luck, i just want someone concrete in my life. just one message would make my day ❤️

lmao i’m so fucking lonely 

:( today’s a shitty day.