☆彡 inactive

ever since i lost my group of friends i haven't been active on here. i'm still healing and i'm better than i was before but i think this account just holds too much hurt and i link it to my biggest depressive episode. i still love writing, but i don't think that this account is a place that i feel comfortable practicing my passion on. every time i log in my heart feels heavy. i'm not gonna delete it but i am going to log off indefinitely. if you see stuff in my recent activity it's just me supporting people etc.
          
          i've been on here since 2013 and i've had a freaking blast, but this account symbolizes bad times in my life and i need to get out. 
          
          i met some of my best friends here.
          
          i met my girlfriend of two years on here, and now we're living together and engaged. if i hadn't had wp for the time that i had i would never have met alex and travelled to canada to meet her. canada was a big turning point in my life where i decided that i needed to live my life and not let my anxiety hold me captive anymore. if i hadn't met lex, i wouldn't have met isabel and krisha, who both taught me that i can be pretty fucking cool without trying. they've been so so lovely and i probably babied them more than they needed but her, mum friends, amirite?
          
          i had three friends that helped me more than words can explain. i met ari, laney and liv in the worst points of my life and they became my whole world. if any of the three of you are reading this, thank you for making me happy on the days when i wasn't even capable of faking a smile. ithink i would probably be dead if i hadn't met you. thank you for somehow managing to forgive me for my wrongdoings when i couldn't forgive myself. thank you for loving me when i hated myself. there aren't enough words to explain how much you meant and will always mean to me.
          
          with that being said, wattpad has been my home for years, but it's time for me to move on.
          
          thank you for a great six years.
          
          july 8th 2013 -- april 8th 2019

IM ENGAGED Y'ALL HOLY SHIT I AM OFFICIALLY A FUCKING FIANCE

it's @-buddyholly 's birthday today and i'm gonna be a sap for the whole day so,,
          
          ALLY! MY LOVE! MY HEART! MY SOUL! DRAGĂ! YOU'RE EIGHTEEN!
          you're such an immense blessing to this world and it's insane to think that you're officially a legal adult. you've been there for me during the darkest time in my life and coached me through so many of my issues and for that i will forever be in your debt. the first time that we spoke i knew that we were meant to meet and play a part in each others lives, i just didn't know what role it would be. 
          
          now i know you by various different names.
          
          friend, girlfriend, protector and soulmate.
          
          have an incredible day, my love. 
          i love you to the moon and back,
          rory x

Hi, Trisha Paytas is 100% allowed  to talk about people who make her feel like shit. I love the Vlog Squad but some of y’all really out here kissing their asses and excusing their bad behaviour and calling her names because she has a problem with how people are treated by them. You don’t know Trish, you don’t know the VS, and you certainly don’t know what things are like when the cameras are off. 
          
          Trish posting the first video about David being a horrible person is literally like some of y’all posting about drama on your finstas so let’s not be hypocrites, thanks.

three days back and school is already kicking my ass xxxxx

I FEEL GOOD SISTERS

11:01pm and I can’t sleep asdfghjkl

i wonder how piggy smalls is doing

i'm so in love with lexi and that's the tea, sisters

happy birthday mum ily