By the way, I have a reason for insisting on the fact that you don't need to be a fan to text me, nor do you need a particular reason.
Two years ago a girl in my school, more specifically my big sister's class, committed suicide.
I remember breaking down and crying in school, and my classmates asked me whether I knew her.
No, I never talked to her.
I remember feeling guilty about crying, because I thought I had no right to cry over someone I didn't know. I was convinced people gave me the attention they should be giving to her friends and family.
But why does it need me being her friend, to be sad about her death?
The mere thought that a life has ended, makes me incredibly sad.
I never talked to her.
But she had a life like I had, she had friends, a family, passions, interests, talent (her drawings were awesome!), a daily routine, likes and dislikes. She had thoughts, a beating heart.
Why wouldn't I be sad?
I know I'm not the only one who thinks like this.
I know there's people out there like me, who try to be strong and say "I never stanned her, I shouldn't be asking for help".
But you have every right to be sad, and you have the right to seek out for help.
Please do so.
Stay safe ♡
