𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕪

here i am another year later wow

wow so i just looked at my old posts and i was pretty emo!

i'm so sick of me why am i like this
          i can't do anything right
          there's literally //one// person who has never let me down and yet all i do is run and hide from her and i
          i love her so much and i wish she'd realize that someone like me will never be good for her
          i will always 
          always
          always
          fuck things up and i don't think anything through 
          i hate myself 
          so much 
          why can't i just fucking
          die?
          

help

gross

i feel so

i'm not okay jesus fuck

i want my soul to be ripped from my body okay i want to fucking die i'm so sad i can't live like this anymore i can't describe how bad i want to just curl up and die

lol what if i killed myself 

i'm like seven years old
          
          
          
          let's do it