I ducking hate myself, I can never have nice things cuz I constantly f*ck them up and I hate it. I don’t get to have good friends because I leave them first, scared they’ll leave me or I find someone who I enjoy spending time with and I ask them something stupid and they leave me. I hate that I’m the reason I can’t have nice things, it sucks.
Sorry for venting, I’ve just had a bit of a bad day and you guys shouldn’t have to deal with my bs.
No I’m not saying that for attention, the fact that I’m saying that is bs. And again I’m sorry