i just wrote something beautiful, and just. wistful, i guess is the only way to describe it. and my computer died, and deleted it two seconds before i could post it. i cant get that back, those weren't words, they were more like a song that you just cant help but stop whatever your doing to listen to it. and now it's gone. its never coming back. so im sad. i dont know why im telling yall about this, because you cant miss what you never knew existed, but this piece was like a part of my soul, and i dont want to be the only one who can appreciate the loss of it.