soykitzme_77

Hai

Jake is a bottom 

There are days when you feel like everything is falling apart. You were completely fine the day before, but then something triggers your emotions, and suddenly you feel confused and overwhelmed.
          
          Every motivational and positive thought gets pushed aside because the weight of those thoughts is too much. There are thoughts that you can't explain to someone close to you. You just don't know what's happening or what you should do.
          
          Every overwhelming experience you have had starts appearing one by one, and you just go through your day with a kind of heaviness in your mind. A silent hurricane is happening inside you, but others can't hear it. That's why they criticize you so quickly. But in reality, you deserve to be listened to.
          
          People's opinions and behavior don't define your worth. You may have heard this many times. People simply share the thoughts they carry inside them and what they believe is acceptable. No one knows you better than yourself. Sometimes, you don't even know the reason behind your irritated mood, so don't expect other people to always understand or be sure about your emotions.
          
          Here, I'm trying to remind you that you shouldn't let thoughts stay in your mind for too long when they bring your mood down. Don't hold onto thoughts that keep making you feel negative. Try to let them go. It isn't easy, I know, but it isn't impossible either.
          
          Everything seems tough and impossible sometimes, but with effort, things can change. The effort you put into others should also be put into yourself. You matter too. In fact, you need to take care of yourself first, because only then will you be able to be there for the people who need you.
          
          Words can never be enough, I know. Sometimes, you just want silence as a form of peace, or you simply want someone to sit beside you and offer you a comforting silence. I can't be there physically, but I hope I'm there through my words.
          
          Take care of yourself. And I'm sending you a virtual pat on the back for staying strong.

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There are times when you just sit, and all kinds of thoughts suddenly appear in your mind. You can't stop them. And among those thoughts, you just wish that, for once, people could take your pain from you and feel it themselves—the silent battle you fight every day just to pretend that nothing hurts you.
          
          I'm talking about those people who have a habit of putting others down just to feel superior. They forget that humans have emotions to feel. Even if they can't be there for someone, it's better to not say anything hurtful. They always come up with things like, “Oh, there you go again, complaining like a kid,” “There goes your daily drama and tantrums,” “Try growing up instead of kidding around,” or “Are you really that weak to handle basic problems?”
          
          There are so many other things people say without realizing how deeply hurtful their words can be to someone who is trying their best to keep going while struggling with their emotions and silent battles.
          
          Just know that your emotions are a part of what makes you human. You need emotions to experience life, understand yourself, connect with others, and respond to the world around you. Even emotional numbness can happen when a person has been overwhelmed or emotionally exhausted for a long time.
          
          You are not wrong or weak for feeling this way. You are human, and you are allowed to feel, understand, and slowly heal.
          
          We can't just erase people from our lives. They are going to be there, and some of them will continue to criticize you. But try not to let their words make you believe that the way they treat you is acceptable. Their words don't decide what your emotions should be worth.
          
          I know some battles are too difficult, and sometimes words aren't enough to heal them. But I just hope you never lose hope. Keep going, even if you have to take it one day at a time. You deserve the chance to understand yourself, feel what you feel, and slowly find your way back to yourself.

Hru bae I miss ya

Hai hai

The more you hold onto something, the deeper it will hurt if you are the only one putting in the effort. Efforts mean a lot, and they do matter in everything you do. Imagine you are holding tightly onto a rope that needs more strength than you are putting in, but the person you are doing it for isn't giving you support or putting in any effort. Then it will hurt you the most.
          
          If someone isn't putting in effort for you, that doesn't mean you don't have any value or that your efforts are useless. This is how low self-esteem can begin. You start searching for flaws in yourself and wondering what is wrong with you.
          
          You can't control everything, not even the people who are close to you. The people who choose you without any demands or conditions are the real ones. They stay because they want to, not because you are forcing them to stay.
          
          If you try to have control over your relationships, they may eventually break because the efforts aren't real and there are no genuine emotions involved. People stay by their own choice. They choose to stay.
          
          They aren't taking your peace away. It's you who is allowing yourself to think that they left because you aren't deserving, worthy, or important enough. Tell me one thing—how can someone's decision to leave define your worth?
          
          They made a decision, and I know it hurts you a lot. But blaming yourself again and again for no reason isn't going to bring your peace back.
          
          You will lose the remaining part of yourself just because you keep thinking that your worth is defined by others. I'm not saying you should stop feeling. What I'm trying to say is that you should try to think deeply and wisely. Accept what you can't control. Peace comes from letting go of the need to control everything.
          
          You are doing the best you can, and that's enough. Look at what you did for them. You did your part, but they still chose another way. You aren't completely at fault.