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I hate myself. It's official. I hate myself okay? I'm ashamed of my body, of my looks, of everything about me. It's hard to explain how I feel, but hardly anyone understands. Either my parents say 'you're too young to be depressed' or other people try and square up to me by telling me everything that's wrong with them and trying to my problems feel tiny compared to theirs. I'm sick and tired of all these people harassing me over their fucking graphics. Well hey, listen the fuck up. I am depressed, I am suicidal, I am a walking and ticking fucking time bomb, and I'm going to break any time soon. I don't need you lot making me feel worse. I understand you want your graphic, but go elsewhere. Please. I honestly have no time, nor any mental capacity for anything. I can barely talk to my own girlfriend because of how depressed I am and I make her feel worse and then I feel worse, and I can't even meet her because I have no money. So yes, I'm fucked up, my life is fucked up, it was probably my reason I was raped all those times, it was probably my fault I was bullied. Everything, absolutely everything is my fault and I'm done with fucking fighting this constant battle and I just want to fucking die. So there you all have it. Sorry for my fucking sob story, but I'm depressed and I have no one to confide in because I push EVERYONE away.
I'm just so done.