mercury

poopy

i only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

this shovel in my hands is heavy and my arms are getting tired. forever wishing I could speed up the process.
          
          - feeling good in a bad way

today is like your mother telling you to pick up the dirty laundry on your floor. but it's your favourite shirt. and when you go to pick it up, you realize it isn't all that dirty so you wear it another day. it's warm and convenient but smells kinda funny.

I look like ice cream that some kid dropped on the ground.

it was yesterday and now it's today. it was yesterday and now it's today. it was yesterday and now it's today.

the bad thing about trying to erase your own existence is cutting all those ties. I'm tired of everyone but you. I'm tired of feeling sick, but clearly not enough to stop it. who am I? have you seen me?
          
          sleep easy. 

Losing a whole year...or four.

anyone who has a friend named Chris and doesn't constantly sing 'Grenade Jumper' at them are missing such a golden opportunity. 

I know I'm not your favourite record