@spacegrains
Ayyyee sooo, I just got broken up with. I cried literally almost all day yesterday, and I think I’m better now! I still hate his guts, but at least I’m not crying!
@spacegrains Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry for you! Especially with Valentine's day so near... I'm sure you'll get over it soon though, and you always have us internet people to support you!
I want to go by phorus but I’m not sure if that’s normal for nonbinary..... I like the name but I’m not sure if it’s something that would be considered a name
Most my friends are nonbinary, so it makes me self conscious that I’m being dumb with my choices, although it’s been something I’ve thought of for a couple months now and my feel for that name hasn’t dissipated any
I don’t know how I didn’t learn I was a thriving bisexual before the seventh grade because there where so many instances I should have just known. In PE during sixth grade there where too many girls in our dance unit and I had to dance with some girls and might I just say; I loved it. Then there was the fact that all the way up to being 11 I had only liked girls in games and real life. And can’t forget about my heart breaking when my childhood friend got a boyfriend. There’s more than that but like-
How dense can I be? This shit dated back to when I was frick fracking three!!
@spacegrains Wow... well at least you figured it out now! Plus, in elementary school none of us decided yet... heck, I'm in seventh grade and don't know
Tried making a friend at school today, I waved at a girl and said hi and she started to walk away. It was nerve racking but that’s okay ig
My childhood friend came over today. we where friends since the beginning and I haven’t had a full conversation with him for two years. Might I just say, I really miss his company. Even though I find nothing similar in him to when we where young, I hope he’s still the lovable guy I knew all my childhood. I also hope he thinks back on our memories with fondness just as I do.
@spacegrains I hope so too! Seeing a childhood friend again can actually be really heartwarming! As long as they haven't turned out to have become up to be a dumb bully...
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This is probably going to be my first and only rant on this account, if all goes to plan. I’m tired, and done. I’m done with people lying to my face, I’m done with people being hypocritical about everything, I’m tired of feeling like my sister is an upgrade from me, I’m both done and tired of feeling like I have absolutely no place in my friend group, and I’m most certainly done with not being able to get help when I reach out for it. I told my friends I would live for three+ years in order to move out, go to Canada, explore abandoned buildings, and more but I can’t do that now because I’ve got to wait four years, and I cannot live through the mental and physical abuse that my sister puts me through. My will to live is a single hair and I have no reason to live here anymore, I’m sickly tired of it. I have waited three years to get better but it’s never happened and I’m done with it. Yours truly, SG
@spacegrains I know it might be late but I understand what you're goin through. Waiting is hard, its a pain, it'll hurt, but at least it's temporary. Remember that sooner or later you'll be free, and you'll be glad to have lived through the suffering to be in as calm and safe world later. I don't know exactly how old you are, but when you turn 18, that'll be our first chance to leave. Please don't choose to rid yourself of this world, though it may seem tempting, stay safe and don't try to be too down, okay? Just remember, there will always be a future.
Just a heads up, I won’t be writing here much because I have a chance to get one of my works published through my high school, but if it isn’t published I will post it here for you to read : )