spaghettisans

I GOT A GIRLFRIENDDDDDDD

spaghettisans

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I’m so so sorry. 
          I’m sorry I haven’t been active recently. I’m so mentally torn to shreds right now my mind can’t think straight. I really do want to write at least 1 chapter but even if I did I know it wouldn’t be half as good as the others. I’ve been crying more than normal. I only had 60% of the symptoms of depression before but now they’ve all increased. The feeling of worthlessness and hopelessness is getting stronger every day and I can’t help but cut. The pain is a punishment for all the mistakes I’ve made and I blame myself for what a shitty life I have. It also makes the guilt that shouldn’t be there in the first place weaken. Anyway I just wanted to let you know I’m not going to be active for a while. I need more time to find a solution for this and it also takes a long time to stop sobbing after I start. And you know what I HAVE EXAMS IN A WEEK. So yeah my life is a piece of elephant shit.  
          
          Once again I’m very sorry. Have a nice day/night.

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@just-empty_potato 
            
            :) ❤
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spaghettisans

@Hurting_Angel thank you ❤️ if I ever find the time of course I’d like to talk but you can always PM me too ❤️
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@just-empty_potato 
            
            You don't have to apologize. Sometimes you can't control the way you feel. I'm always open if you need to talk xx ❤
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