jay

hey!! still alive?
          miss missing you. 
          any way to contact you?
          -angel, kasti, whowever I was to you. 

are you alive

im sorry, darling
          please love me, all i want to do
          is keep you happy.
          i put all my moods aside
          and i always try to make things right.
          but recently everything
          seems
          to just hurt.
          i dont know what happened, i dont
          know who i am.
          i miss you.
          im sorry.

"is it so much to ask for a bus to fucking plow me in the morning" - me

hey dollface, wattpad is being an ass and i can’t reply to your pm but yes i did add youu

hi, just wanted to remind you that i’m only a message away so if you’re ever feeling upset, i will do everything in my power to cheer you up because you deserve to be happy & so much more . . . i love you! ♥︎

also, if any of my old friends want some contact info or something, just dm me and ask, you'll know who you are <3

i love and miss you im here for you if you ever need me

some people who might have cared about me might also wonder why i went on a year long hiatus pretty much. answer? my mental state got worse and i was trying to help myself. didn't realize i missed this place.

you know how i said i was gonna be active? looks like its going to be through my pitiful coping methods. although i doubt anyone will read that book, its just for my thoughts, ways to stop crying, ect. hope you all enjoy the shitshow that will soon be that book.