@sparklesinpurple
after hundreds of tries I'm able to log in (on web rn) to my acc idk what's wrong the app doesn't let me log in on any account sgsjdhjddh I WAS SCARED I MIGHT LOSE ALL MY BOOKS AND YOU GUYS. BUT THANK GOD IT EXISTS. idk what's wrong... i am currently on web after months of trying :(
Sweet gracie I hope you’re feeling better. Just reminding you that 612 people on here love you, admire you and find comfort in what you write. 612 people that are mesmerized with your talent. Every time you doubt yourself try picturing 612 people in one room. That’s insane isn’t it? You are so so loved my dear take care of your health and focus on getting better! May the universe bless you with infinite love and happiness.
How have you been?
hey... it's been so long right? i'm sorry i just have been really on & off w life.. my anxiety if anything has worsened, the attacks are back, insensitive and ignorant ppl prevail, i miss u guys sm... i really miss you all sm. buy yk i can't even write anything i tried so hard do many times to write but idek what's ruining me so bad... i can't even write. ffs the only thing that kept me sane was writing... jesus idk anynore. no matter how many ppl i talk to, how muvh shitpostinh i do on Instagram nothing matters, at the end nothing gets better. it's a loop. and i'm stuck. why do i even pretend to ne happy all day idk... i'm sorry, i just miss you all sm and it's okay if you're not waiting anymore... good... i'm hopeless you'd be disappointed anyway... this is the truth, reality which u had to see one day and here it is. unraveling fr. i'm miserable. you guys pls get yourself a life, do good and take care of yourself stop wasting your time on me. i'm sorry for leaving and for this..
i miss how i thought i recovered here w my books, my characters, and you guys... fuck reality hits. i feel like the last chapter aera... fyam... so fucked
@sparklesinpurple yoooo Gracie...don't think like that... you've embarked on your new journey for college and friendships and things don't stay the same...it's totally okay if you're not able to update us, we still are here cuz of you! Take your time, if possible go on a vacation literally do anything which bursts your stress but please don't think like we gonna left you or anything...the books mean so much to us and it's all cuz of you....take your well deserved time, stay healthy and hydrated We love youuuuu
@sparklesinpurple Hey , I know it's really hard on your right now as you are not able to write and feeling anxious but your know, it gets better after some time , I had experienced depression phase again which lasted for like a whole semester, but it is getting a little better now, and know that WE ARE PROUD OF YOU FOR HANGING ON AS YOU KEEP GOING, Please take care of yourselves, ppl are shitty, they will manage to find problems with you somehow,they can fxck themselves,
@sparklesinpurple uhh hey. Hope you are feeling better now . I'm not an avid reader but baby feet will always have a special place in my heart . I'm so thankful for your creation . If evil thought prevails, try remembering your loved ones or maybe write your frustrations out . For anxiety maybe walks could help . I personally drive around my neighbour with my scooty & the feeling of air on my face & the sunset view helps calm the anxiety . Try not to take such people seriously like maybe for a day or two . At the end it's ur life , they should not direct the flow of it . If they cared enough you could tell . For ur mental peace distance urself. This is coming from a sensitive person. If not writing maybe you could try another hobby 1stly to calm/busy ur mind . It could be anything you enjoy other than writing . Hm kahi bhage nahi jare , bhagne wale pehle hi bhag liye honge I bet , so yeah focus on ur health mentally & physically. Eat good . It's okay if you take time offs . It will be okay even if don't complete ur stories it's not the end of the world anyway . Ik ur writing matters to you but pls take care of urself 1st ... Tum ho isliyeh yeh books he . Agar nahi hi likhna hora toh filhal k liye chod do isko . Socho bhi matt iske bare me . Maybe try slowly after a weeks or so . You don't have to pretend honestly but I get it . Adult ing is HARD .. . So yeah point is prioritize urself , do what helps you recover from anxiety , distance urself if necessary & yeah we will all be here if u need us. Take care . Curve them lips now eh ;)))
Hey Gracie!
Today I'm writing this message? Letter? As in the regarding writing a fantasy/futuristic chapter.
• How do you cooperate with characters?
• What are the main topic/things a writer should keep in mind for writing such chapter?
If you get the time then please answer me, I've been struggling a little with these particular chapters.
Thanks!
heyyy ik some of u have been close to me (i hope y'all are reading this really) whenever u guys asked me ab my instagram and all, i always said i wasn't active. which is true i'm not. but in my pvt acc (i've like selected 12 ppl) there i'm so fucking active. i post stories there, brain rot, be fucking miserable and also pretty. and i always wanted to have u there, but idk... it feels like a risk considering the crazy things that happen w ppl and their pictures lmao (no, not funny. sorry) but i'd really have u there and see me for who i am not just a random author on wattpad... so, like would u wanna join? like especially the ppl who have been close to me here and are so nice and so supportive. i need support rn pls aahhhhh ToT need girlies. and pls when u follow me there, make sure u lmk here that it's u and ur acc name (it better be ur real acc, so i don't feel like i'm the only one who's exposed af lol)
@sparklesinpurple (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)lol i did not read the replies, btw my account is "navdumpshump" and it do not has any followers/following and is profile-less
ALL MEN ARE THE SAMEEEE (PLS I'M GONNA USE HINDI TO LET OUT MY FRUSTRATION BC WELL MOTHER TONGUE IS ALWAYS THE PREFERRED ONE FOR CURSES. and pls someone just translate for non hindi speakers please :')
YEHA SO, I WAS SYAING THAT ALL THESE MEN ARE THE SAME. THEY ACT NICE, LIKE THEY CARE & AND BS BUT NHI FIR UNHE CHUTIYA SI HARKAT KARKE APNE AAP KO MARD PROVE KARNA HOTA HAI FFS IT'S NOT EVEN ABOUT MY ASSHOLE CRUSH. NO. IT'S MORE AB THE GUYS I CALL FRIENDS. LIKE BEHENCHOD DEKH TO LO KISE HURT KAR RHE HO. SAALE LUNDBUDDHI HOTE HAI SARE KE SARE. YKW ATP I'M CONVINCED THAT THEY'VE THE SAME BLOOD RUNNING IN THEIR FUCKING VEINS AND SUSIGSUKSGD MAA CHUDAYE JAAKE SAALE.
to all my girlies, please stay tf away from men. eww itna bhadwa koi nhi hota jitna ek aadmi hota hai, plus whom u give attention. they're fucking starving for attention and when u give them that they get their head in the clouds. this one told me yesterday that he could smell misandry from my texts. i was like, i hope u can, would be a shame if u can't even smell my perfume now. like ffs i'm so done gdksgskshsksh
pls someone translate this, i'm gonna cry if i try to do it ToT
@sparklesinpurple nothing new, I can totally understand your situation, like bruh I swear the men I called "brothers" HAVE AUDACITY TO ASK ME OUT AND LIKE SAY SOME SHII LIKE TF?!!
@sparklesinpurple nothing would have prepared me for this omg i visited yr account after a long time and I see you cursing?? Not that it's a bad thing but idk haha ...Loll that's so shocking omg
@sparklesinpurple Translation : yeah so, i was saying that all these men are the same ,they act nice , like they care and Bullshiz but then they have to act like a bastard to prove themselves manly ,ffs it's not even about my asshole crush ,no , it's more about the guys i call friends, like MF look at whom you are hurting, they all have fxcked up brains. You know what ,ATP I'm convinced that they've the same blood running in their fuxking veins and dhjsisisos MF biches..
tell me more!!!!!
@smeekshasharma_ where do i start omg ToT there's sm dukh i can't even- aahhjshsjhssj
heyy guys! omg ok so A LOT happend akshsks both good and bad. lemme summarise for you guys because ik y'all wanna hear my life drama (ahahaha and i'm interested in sharing tea hehe)
1) my best friend and his gf shitshow apparently isn't over (yeah ik) & that bitch gave my id (a very personal account) to a random dude to get me out of her way. bc yk once i get a bf i'd automatically have less time to talk to my best frnd. that fuxked up bitch smh. i blocked her, and bc my friend agreed to her when she just innocently denied that she didn't hand out my id to a guy. i was pissed that bc pls he is my friend and he was supposed to do smth not just... well nvm so yeah that's about the bad part
2) i'm texting this hottie sgsjsgks (although he is kinda red flag but pls it's more tempting red hearts.) although he's shit texter, whenever he does it's worthwhile. and he knows that i've a crush on him so i guess he takes his sweet time w me :') he knows i have thing for his deep, hot voice. besides, he's like 6' tall aahahhh
3) i just got done w my internal exams yaayyyyy!
4) we're going home in like 15 days. that means good food, uninterrupted sleep and watching netflix all dayyyy
if you wnana hear more about of the things (which i know u do, especially my crush part lmao) pls lemme know i am so ready to elaborate hehe
@sparklesinpurple wtf dude... what's that girl's problem is?! AND CONGRATULATIONS FOR OMG IDK UMM HAVING A TALKING STAGE
@sparklesinpurple yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes so ready for some kitty partyyyyyyyyyy hheheheheeee~!!!
Hey gracie, how are you, haven't heard from you since a while ago, is everything good? Are you healthy and happy? And also...uhh..I don't know if I should ask but I'll ask anyways how's your relationship with your bestie now?
@kookiegotcooked fr you definitely do, cuz like hearing about this makes ME feel the anger
@kookiegotcooked she's being a typical jealous and insecure gf. and her bf (my b*st friend ffs) is doing idk what to help the situation. he's such an asshole. and that makes me even more mad because wtf right??? ToT i deserve normal, good friends not this bullshit
@sparklesinpurple oh god! I cannot understand why she's being like that...wth...anyways i hope your thing gets sorted out quickly
