Gracie✨

hi everyone!!! omg it's been so long ToT how are you guys? i miss you all so much :')

remember the (mutual) friend i told you about? (Oct 25) okay don't get ne wrong but smth cute happened. smth that i absolutely adore. so, he has an exam tmrw. two in fact. and yesterday i had told him that i'm going back to college/hostel. so he was like, call me when u'r free. i was like sure. today i called him in the evening. i wasn't sure abt it, bc he's sometimes busy during the day and we mostly talked at night when i'm ready to sleep and he has showered. but today i was bored and just randomly called him in the evening. he talked to me for like 15-20 mins when i asked him he was busy, and he casually went like, i'm doing my assignments. they're due tmrw. mind u he also has 2 exams. i was like, wtf just focus on getting it done we'll talk later. he was like, na it's fine i'm just copying, i can talk. i hesitated but he was like it's fine really. we talked for a while, then my dad called and then he had to go smw. after that, now, a few mins ago i was going to call him but then i didn't bc i thought he must be busy studying for tmrw. so i didn't call just left a text. he replied with yesss u can (call) until 12. it was 11:48 lol. i was like for 12 mins? he was like why not? and then he immediately called me. i'm like why aren't u studying??? he goes, not in the mood rn. ok??? then we accidentally ended up talking until 12:02. i was like shit, you wasted 2 mins. he was like no i didn't, i'm writing down the headings. and again, i said, just tell me if u wanna study i don't wanna disturb u. YET again, he goes, na im good. just now he ended the call saying, u should sleep i'll get to studying now. i was like, i'm not sleepy but yes u should (really) study. and he went, well then i'll call u once i'm done.i was like, ok sure. ... nobody has ever been that willing to talk to ne before! srsly irmt might be hormones but god this makes me emotional. he's so sweet. (also, we haven't really been talking while i was at hone the past 10 days that i was home.) 

Hi Gracie hud gurl?
          I'm really worried wethere you're okay or not
          If you see this please take care stay healthy and love you❤️❤️❤️

guys! i have a friend, it's a HE. he's the friend of a friend (the one who didn't tell me about his gf for two years). we have been Talking quite a lot lately, like during the day we're both busy and yk don't really have that much time to text each other, but at night we've been talking  almost everyday for the last few days. and it's fun. i like talking go him so much. it's like i could be having a bad day but then venting out to him or just listening to him go on about his day majes it better. he's nice. he has witnessed my whole neet journey as well and he knows how much it affected me, my parents' and the pressure i had to deal with, and he's considerate. he's also funny, a little bit cocky (in a good way) overall he's great. he knows his roots and isn't ashamed to be himself, quite a little flirt? idk. maybe not flirt but it's uhm jokes of that sort. and we met through a mutual friend (the asshole who's too busy these days. just kidding lol, his final exams are coming) and we know each other for  afew years, but it's only now that we actually talked on call. before this we had talked on chats and those were rare. but now, it's kinda different. if i fext him a simple 'hi' or 'are u free?' his immediate response is 'i'll call u up soon' and then be does, unlike everyone else who forgot to call after saying they will (i hated that. bc i literally have faced situations where i'm ready and waiting for a vc or call and the ohher person never does, simply because they forgot) he doesn't forget. two nights ago we talked for so long at night that we fell asleep while on the call, and the next morning both of us got late for college. yesterday he told me to wake him up at 6, i did. not at 6, but i did ccall around 6:30 to make surr he was up. he woke me up ag 5 one morning, and tmrw he's gonna try again (he doesn't have classes tmrw btw) 
          
          idk why i'm telling u this,but i just felt like u should know. i hope never changes. and if he does, i pray it'd br for the better.

everyone, first of all thank you so so sooo much for your best wishes. i read all your messages here as well as on discord, and i must say i'm deeply touched, and i'm so grateful for your supportive words (sending you hugs!) 
          
          now some life update. *sigh* my hostel is overall fine besides the fact that we have common (floor-wise) washrooms and toilets (yeah read that again), so that becomes a little unpleasant. but then there's nothing we can do about it. also i have a little stomach bug since morning *sigh×2* i hate the food they give here and it's only been two days. idk how i'm gonna live like this. apart from this, ppl there all kinds of ppl here, some are fun, some are not. although i still do need someone who has similar taste in things as me. because right now the ppl i'm talking to they're like "what? what are you watching again? wr don't watch that stuff." and more 70% are the ones who ask "who's your crush in our batch" in truth or dare. mind you it's only been two days with barely any interaction with the guys lol. they have been callinv me "genz" because (idk) the way i text??? i mean i am genz. we all are. but apparently to them being old-school or millennial-kind is a flex? i don't understand that at all. genz can be embarrassing but so can be millenials or genx or boomers or gen-alphas lmao. i was like who even talks avout that irl??? aren't gen-talks reserved for reels or  basically anywhere online lmaoooo? isn't it weird saying "yo i'm more of a xyz gen type?" i would never say that omg. i'm so tempted to write some things in hindi sk you get exactly what i mean (desi powerrr) but then i don't want anyone to feel left out. 
          
          yeah, but anyway, it's not boring. i'm having fun most of the time. you guys please take care of yourselves. love you ❤✨

I'M MOVING TO MY HOSTEL TOMORROW!!! AGSKSHJSSH I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS OMFG! actually i returned from my hometown (we had  function to attend) and on 11th when in the train i received the letter saying that college starts from 14th. i should've reaxhed there today, but because i hadn't packed anything, we couldn't go today. so now i'll leave tomorrow. i've been running and running for thid and that, and it's so confusing because i still hve no idea if i'll need more clothes, or homemade food items, or my toiletries etc. and there are so many things i use on a dialy basis but i cant take them with me :') but whatever, i'm so happy to be finally going as a "medico" gskshsks. i'll keep you guys updated with my new life. 
          
          i'm sorry i really wanted to give you guys at least one update of MS before going, but everything just happened so fast, i couldn't do it. and i also need to apologize in advance because for a few days i dont think i'd be able to write anything at all. i'll have to unpack everything first and get some things done. so yeah. but please know that i'm going to update as soon as possible. 
          
          i love you guys so much, and i'm so so so happy that i get to share such n important moment of my life with you all. you guys have been always been a big support. thank you for everything. take care, and i'll come back again and tell you how's everything in my hostel, college and the whole place <3 please keep showing your love ❤

JOIN MY DISCORD YALL! 
          
          https://discord.gg/6QJ4ybw3

Hey Gracie ..came on Wattpad after a long time saw ur messages..and i immediately downloaded discord but the link has expired pls provide one.

smh i accidentally ended up cutting myself with the razor while shaving my legs. i have a function to attend *screaming* and yk it's not even the 'oh it's just a tiny cut i'll cover it up with a bandaid' No. it's a whole ass huge CUT the blade idk how sliced my siin open. it took me a couple of minutes to get the blood to stop and now i have a bandage tied around my leg. i could've gone without shaving than wearing this bandage and having everyone coming to me with 'hey, what happened to your leg?' lmaoooo funny shave story. (dw it doesn't hurt a lot.) and please all of you be careful with blades!!

Hey Gracie!
          
          How are you doing lately....well by reading your message on the community section I am guessing not so good, hope whatever's bothering you could vanish by time, stay strong
          
          Ummm... actually I decided to write this because I had a request for a chapter would it be convenient for you to make a chapter based on ED (only if you have time)?
          
          It would be totally fine if not your reply would be appreciated