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Oh and… AINT NOBODY DO IT BETTER THAN THE WAYF BOYS DO
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Yall when I get back from my hiatus someone remind me to make a Duang With You coded Applyfic/fanfic but severely more angsty where the Duang-coded character actually loses all hope of the Qin-coded character loving them back so they go into a depressive state wondering why they aren’t good enough (but they never stop loving the other character obviously) while the Qin-coded character actually fell for the Duang-coded character but due to their traumatic childhood they don’t know how to express it to them, and then they also end up going into a depressive state because they’re so scared to lose the other person but they don’t know what to do to keep them.
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MACE SPACIEEE
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Yall go stan Ghost9 we gotta get those babies employed again T~T
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@endgxme literally added their entire discography to my liked songs on Spotify cause they are fire and Prince is fire
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OMG I LOVE YOU JUHOON THEME MACIEEE
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@littlemissincxrrect THANK YOUUUUU IM LWK GONNA MAKE MYSELF A JUHOON WALLPAPER SOON CAUSE IM USING ONE FROM PINTEREST AND I ALREADY MADE A SEONGHYEON ONE :P
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Ok so I started listening to Stray Kids and tell me why some of their songs sound like they would be the theme song for an anime- am I the only one who thinks that?
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YOOOOO GUESS WHO IS 17???
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Vent Post?
So my birthday is tomorrow yet it feels less exciting than all the previous years. Maybe because once tomorrow hits I’ll be 17 and it’ll be like this timer suddenly begins to count down to the moment I become an adult. Like the real world is going to come marching through my door in exactly a year and one day. I won’t have the excuse of being just a kid, by this time next year I’ll be out of high school and getting ready to enter my freshman year of college. I don’t even know who I will be then, if I’ll even have changed the slightest bit. Which friends am I never going to see again? Who am I going to keep in contact with from my childhood? Am I going to come back home and go to a football game like the people who have graduated before me have? Will I be going to college in the school that’s truly an out of reach dream? Or will I be going to the school that I say is my dream school, but it’s just the one I know I can 100% get into and still receive an alright education? Will I still want to start studying Korean, or will I stick with ASL because I’m afraid of change? I’ll have already finish by trip to Italy by the time I’m 18, but will I ever get the chance to travel out of the country again? Will I be able to study abroad for a semester, a year, or maybe even just over the summer? Will I be fully committed to my current plan of getting a graduate degree in English, or am I going to switch because I’m not good at it? Will I go into film writing or songwriting like I think I truly want to, or am I going to stick with the plan to write novels? There are so many questions I have for myself, for my adult self, but I don’t think I really want the answers to it. Because when I get them, that means that it’s finally time to let go of my childhood. And I don’t think I’m ready to do that yet, but maybe in a year when I’m only one day away from entering adulthood, I will be ready.
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@blush_kay it feels so weird to actually be nearing the end of childhood T~T
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@specifically-mace no honestly i agree, i just realized the other day that i'm halfway through highschool and i don't feel like i'm prepared at all for the real world, much less uni cause my dream school is in a different city i've only been to once T.T
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I did not realize I was so scared of becoming an adult until I saw Ash’s post on their mb about people in their late teens often feeling like they’re losing the race. Nor did I realize I was so scared that my current plans might not work out until I started to write all those questions I have for that future me. And there’s still so many more questions I have for her. I think I’m going to write them all down, maybe in a journal or just in my notes app. Maybe I’ll stumble upon it in a few years after forgetting I ever wrote them, or maybe that future me will never see it because she accidentally deleted the page on her notes app or threw the journal away when cleaning out her room. But I think it’ll be good for me to write it all down, to finally get everything I’m too afraid to think about out there in the open.
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Guys… my birthday is in five days so you should totally buy me tickets to Cortis’s Put Your Phone Down tour…
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What would yall say if I told you I applied to SM yesterday for shits and giggles…
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@specifically-mace sang* holy my autocorrect never works when I need it to -.-
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@blush_kay Ty but I’m not expecting anything cause I lowkey sing horribly I just wanted to apply for fun lmao I sand Risk by Gracie Abrams for my audition :P
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