I just want to make a quick rant over here, so you don't need to see this.
Why are you leaving me? Why are you leaving me after all the time we had spent together? I know you don't want to stay and I know you're tired of it all. But please, don't give up and stay by my side. I'm selfish. I know I am. That's just who I want, and I don't want to pick between my passion and my best friend. Please don't make me choose. I know you aren't forcing me to choose anything, but to be honest I'd be lonely without you.
I wouldn't know who I would yap about, who to complain to, who to need. Who to want. Because all I want is you. Please Wayne don't leave me so soon. It's been barely two years and you're leaving me already. Please stay please.
I've been crying for the past weeks because of you. You're so damn ugly and honestly I don't even know why I'm crying for you. I should be mad and irritated towards you, yet I can't blame you for wanting to quit. Two whole months of training is quite difficult after all.
I hate how I can't blame you, and whenever I lash out towards you you laugh at me like it's nothing. And you said such cruel words to me too.
How could you say that you won't be my forever friend after all the dreams we made with each other? Don't you want to go to Japan with me? And now you're suddenly backing down? You're so cruel.
YOU'RE gonna forget about me, when we barely played Roblox with each other. Are your promises empty too? Am I that useless to you? Please tell me the truth.