spiced_rice_

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thank you so much to all of the lovely people supporting me after my last message. it truly means a lot that a few people still care. here i am again though, with another drama for another day. 
          	
          	i have a boyfriend, of just over 4 months. i think im in love for the first time, ha. but i cant be sure he feels the same way. and the singular person who's been keeping me alive for over a year is fading away. changing their name, moving out of town, and theyve got a new gf. shes picking them over me, after ive told them theyve triggered me into relapse, called me names such as a whore, cunt, and an emotional dick just to name a few. they manipulated another one of my friends whilst dating them into feeling bad for even associating w me, not to mention gaslighting me for breaking up with one of their friends when i was THIRTEEN. i believed they've even practiced hexes and curses on me as well, unknowing that i'm fairly practiced in darker magick as well. * for reference, both of us practice modern witchcraft. 
          	
          	hope they know i now have they're full name, dna, an item of their clothing, and love letters they've sent to their exes. can't wait until i get to put them to use lmao. lee, if you do happen to see this, just know you've got shit coming your way. kisses. 
          	
          	anyways, love you all. <33

Godessmidnight

@spiced_rice_ so happy for your relationship and hopefully may be he feels the same about you. Don't let others break you. Be proud of who you are. Live your life to the fullest don't get disheartened by others. You only live once. Even I had few shitty months before so now I'm done caring what others think about me. So keep on smiling gudluck 
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LucarioAnubisGoD

I know what you're thinking.
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          ANOTHER love chain?
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          But this is different, so hear me out.
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          If you're reading this, SOMEONE cares about you.
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          Someone, somewhere knows that you're an amazing person.
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          You're loved.
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          You rock.
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          You deserve all the good things in your life, and trust me, they're there.
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          No matter how bad things are, someone is here for you.
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          No catch.
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          After reading this, you have three options:
          1) Do nothing.
          2) Send this to as many or as few people as you want.
          3) Post this on your message board.
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          Whatever you choose to do, you're beautiful and awesome and loved.
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          Help us spread this message all over Wattpad. 
          Everyone deserves love.
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YaDucky

Hey you, person!
          
          Read all of it! I mean it!
          
          If you were murdered, I wouldn't be at your funeral... I'd be in jail for murdering the person who killed you.
          
          We are true friends.
          
          We ride together.
          
          We die together.
          
          Send this to all the people you care about, including me. If i get this back, thank you. After you've read this letter, you must send this to 15 people, including me.

spiced_rice_

this message may be offensive
thank you so much to all of the lovely people supporting me after my last message. it truly means a lot that a few people still care. here i am again though, with another drama for another day. 
          
          i have a boyfriend, of just over 4 months. i think im in love for the first time, ha. but i cant be sure he feels the same way. and the singular person who's been keeping me alive for over a year is fading away. changing their name, moving out of town, and theyve got a new gf. shes picking them over me, after ive told them theyve triggered me into relapse, called me names such as a whore, cunt, and an emotional dick just to name a few. they manipulated another one of my friends whilst dating them into feeling bad for even associating w me, not to mention gaslighting me for breaking up with one of their friends when i was THIRTEEN. i believed they've even practiced hexes and curses on me as well, unknowing that i'm fairly practiced in darker magick as well. * for reference, both of us practice modern witchcraft. 
          
          hope they know i now have they're full name, dna, an item of their clothing, and love letters they've sent to their exes. can't wait until i get to put them to use lmao. lee, if you do happen to see this, just know you've got shit coming your way. kisses. 
          
          anyways, love you all. <33

Godessmidnight

@spiced_rice_ so happy for your relationship and hopefully may be he feels the same about you. Don't let others break you. Be proud of who you are. Live your life to the fullest don't get disheartened by others. You only live once. Even I had few shitty months before so now I'm done caring what others think about me. So keep on smiling gudluck 
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spiced_rice_

I’ve been inactive for a while, and I may leave wattpad. It just feels like i’m in an endless cycle of self hatred, or that i’m being dramatic when I talk about my parents and how they talk to me or my upbringing. I feel like I had it so easy yet when i look at other families i know mine isn’t normal... relapsing into self harm after being clean for just under a year.

i_O-boom

@spiced_rice_ Oor idk, there are many different ways... just know we SUPPORT YOU AND YOU'RE GOING TO BE FIINE
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i_O-boom

Or try a new hobbyyy, like COOKINNNG, i mean, you get to make your FAVOURITES
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i_O-boom

Or mayyybe work out! It gives you energy somehow, being active helps
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