Im just so fvcking done with all this anxiety and stress about college i just cant take this anymore, all this councellings, the stress of having a good marks in my extrance exams cause i dont wanna drop a year and i dont even know if i could do it the next year even its just so demotivating and seeing people my age successful aint helping either and this place is the is only one where i can actually hide from the real world between all this stories and writing this world is too cruel for young minds. like i cant even imagine going back to my younger age cause i am worried that i will need to revisit all those past trauma again and i will need to go through that again.
i am jus venting if you wanna read it do as you wish.