hi guys! i'm gonna try and post these little bubble of thoughts every now and then so u guys know i'm still alive.
~ so it's year 2026 and i just got back into fanfic writing AND fanfic reading after almost three years of hiatus. god my soul feels like a raisin; minus the sweetness because i feel wrung as hell, dry and crinkly with the mental load life is pummeling me with lately (i'm also currently bitchless). i'm barely surviving out here and you know what i should write smut again; smut heals ♡. it's also come to my attention that apparently using ai to write is a thing now and wtf????? like fym you use chatgpt or whatever to write your fics for you???? you literally have your BRAIN. a beautifully complex and highly capable thought-machine all on its own. writing is literally a journey you're meant to grow with so please for the love of the game don't go around producing flawless yet soulless works for a momentary rush of satisfaction—it won't last. so own your capabilities and learn, read more, practice. start with writing cringe like the rest of us!
