spideysfangirll

guys i need help, im in stu co at my school as an officer, the problem is the rest of them are alr close besides me and this one guy who lowkey pmo but its alr. idk how to talk to them like they r to each other i dont think they like me which idk what do abouttt. i literally dont know like ughhh

spideysfangirll

and i dont wanna intrude but id like them to include me but i cant say that cause ill look like an absolute loserrr
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spideysfangirll

guys i need help, im in stu co at my school as an officer, the problem is the rest of them are alr close besides me and this one guy who lowkey pmo but its alr. idk how to talk to them like they r to each other i dont think they like me which idk what do abouttt. i literally dont know like ughhh

spideysfangirll

and i dont wanna intrude but id like them to include me but i cant say that cause ill look like an absolute loserrr
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spideysfangirll

so summer is finally here, i uh did something i would never had expected myself to do but i told my crush and he rejected me which is great. i think im js gonna ignore him and try to get over it soon. i still am using this as a rant page atp which is pathetic of me it really is. i dont know what to do and think but its alr i guess. anyways i hope that anyone who sees this is having a great day.

spideysfangirll

I think i've hit my mental capacity for this yr cause wdym I don't have any motivation? i feel so bad abt it to I feel like I cant do anything and when I do I get so tired. I js think april has been a bad month for me. I hate life sm rn but I cant wait till summer, the only thing I'm looking forward to atp, not even my birthday.  For some reason my last birthday felt like js another day which is weird cause I used to be so happy when I got older, but now I feel drained. I hope things get better I really do. Im sorry for typing here and ranting and everything. Hopefully the next time I hop on here I will feel better. And I, I don't know.

spideysfangirll

today has to be one of the worst days ever. my art project almost got drenched, it was raining so I had an uncomfortable car ride with my neighbor who I used to be BFF's with. And to add to that my crush may like my best friend. I hope ur day has been way better tho <3.

spideysfangirll

hey ty sm for responding it means a lot to me, and I've been thinking and I don't think my best friend would like him as she likes someone else rn, but I'm still not sure. But tysm <333. I hope things work out on your side as well!
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roselynn_astro

@spideysfangirllthese bad days always makes the good days feel even better! but remember its okay to feel sad at the moment cause to let it go u have to feel it first
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roselynn_astro

@spideysfangirll oh man im so sorry about all of that  i totally understand cuz like its so obvious my friend likes my "crush" but trust me it will all work out, if u need to talk my dms are always open!
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spideysfangirll

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as 2025 gets closer the way more emotional i become. My brother is graduating this year and idk which college he's gonna go but I know I will miss him so fucking much, and he knows this he sympathizes with me but there no going back. Hes graduating and Ill just be stuck missing him. I know for a fact I will sob so much on the graduation day.

bellstingtong

@spideysfangirll that’s so real, my brother is graduating this yr too and is travelling abroad. it’s sad cuz this is my last actual year of waking up every morning and him being there :( i’ll be sad when he leaves but i’m so proud of him 
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spideysfangirll

hi i hope you guys dont mind me venting but recently life has felt more empty, idk I feel like I have nothing to do, and I'm just so bored and I feel like my life is in a spiral. i just want to rest but ik I have hw and I can't I feel like there isn't anything fun to do anymore. i rly hope ur day has been amazing tho.

spideysfangirll

@_daredevil_660 i hope you have a great day too! and thank you so much for your time
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spideysfangirll

@roselynn_astro omggg so my reading list of hp is mostly harry so pls check it out there are soooo many talented authors on there!
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spideysfangirll

hey hey hey!!!!! i am so hyped that its laufey day today, I'm going to yogurtland later today to try her laufey themed yogurt!!!!!! If u luv her too you should def go as well guys, its only today tho so pls pls pls go if u want to !!!! LIVE LAUGH LOVE LAUFEY <3333