I think i've hit my mental capacity for this yr cause wdym I don't have any motivation? i feel so bad abt it to I feel like I cant do anything and when I do I get so tired. I js think april has been a bad month for me. I hate life sm rn but I cant wait till summer, the only thing I'm looking forward to atp, not even my birthday. For some reason my last birthday felt like js another day which is weird cause I used to be so happy when I got older, but now I feel drained. I hope things get better I really do. Im sorry for typing here and ranting and everything. Hopefully the next time I hop on here I will feel better. And I, I don't know.