spifyx

dawgaliciouses i still have this account after 8 years  i might republish my old art books and start a new one lowk cause ive grown tf up since then and i feel like thats only reasonable 
          	
          	and i like really want to reconnect with old friends from here from 2017 but ik that nobody i knew still uses wattpad for art so i am just existing in the reality that im hoping someone comes back and looks around at stuff and remembers me 
          	
          	but like an update since then- i was like 11-12 still using she/her pronouns and my deadname, however my online name was meow - pretty simple, but now im 19 using he/it pronouns and my online name is spif. 
          	
          	i genuinely did grow up since then and even tho i love to go back through my art books and make fun of myself, i was a kid and at least i went down like the nerd route at that age instead of other routes i could've gone down. but if anyone is still looking at this that remembers MeowPaw1012 who created the art books "kitty gotz a voice" and "50 shades of toxic" that is me and my discord is @/spifii 
          	
          	those artbook names are questionable but shh

spifyx

dawgaliciouses i still have this account after 8 years  i might republish my old art books and start a new one lowk cause ive grown tf up since then and i feel like thats only reasonable 
          
          and i like really want to reconnect with old friends from here from 2017 but ik that nobody i knew still uses wattpad for art so i am just existing in the reality that im hoping someone comes back and looks around at stuff and remembers me 
          
          but like an update since then- i was like 11-12 still using she/her pronouns and my deadname, however my online name was meow - pretty simple, but now im 19 using he/it pronouns and my online name is spif. 
          
          i genuinely did grow up since then and even tho i love to go back through my art books and make fun of myself, i was a kid and at least i went down like the nerd route at that age instead of other routes i could've gone down. but if anyone is still looking at this that remembers MeowPaw1012 who created the art books "kitty gotz a voice" and "50 shades of toxic" that is me and my discord is @/spifii 
          
          those artbook names are questionable but shh

spifyx

first message in literally almost 9 months, are any of my followers even active LOL

spifyx

@amanbun_lol omg hi its a not ia person????
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amanbun_lol

@spifyx hi ?
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spifyx

i dont think so,,, ill check back tomorrow if i feel like it
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spifyx

It's real hard to deal with life. One person in specific, on my bus, he hates me- and I hate him,  but.. He's actually manipulating everyone else on the bus to team up against me and sometimes.. It's just like I want to break down and cry. But I CAN'T I just can't look vulnerable to people I'm not like that I will NOT cry in front of people. And then in first hour, the person who sits next to me told the person I may or may not have a crush on to hit me---they didn't hit me but.. Whatever why am I telling literally nobody this?  Nobody cares anyway. →VirgilSpirit←

YeetusFleetus69

@MeowPaw1012 Oh crap I'm so sorry, my sister managed to get onto my Wattpad account and she'd forgotten to take her anti-depressants which help with her anger issues. I told her off and she apologies in case she disturbed you
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cassiopeiia10

@MeowPaw1012 you should tell someone, preferably an adult. talk to anyone who you trust, and if they taunt you again, try to ignore them, and remember that everyone mocking you is trying to soothe their own insecurities by pointing out yours. don't reply to anything they say, and remember that you are much better than him
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YeetusFleetus69

@MeowPaw1012  I will yank this bullies balls up into his rectum!!!!
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