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di ko alam kung ano thought process while writing AEASF, but everything that was built was js put to vain bcs of how terrible the ending was. im not into dark romance shit, i js decided to gave this genre a try. ive read multiple stories that are within this genre and i can say that theyre good and im def not against of it. but this story somehow, still ended up relying on rape and sexual assault as a plot device just to prove how “dark” it is. 
          
          icl, the story also seems to normalize rape, sexual assault against male victims, especially within the modeling industry. its basically the whole obsessed fan x artist type shit dynamic taken to an uncomfortable extreme.
          
          dark themes can be written well, but using sexual violence as a shortcut for shock value para lang may masabing plot twist kuno and that the mc, mykel, is a manipulative, obssessive, terrible person, is js lazy writing.
          
          i appreciate the warnings and everything, but those were useless as hell bcs the way the  main plot was written was ass. the plot itself had potential, i was rlly hooked. i like the narrations din bcs it was told by diff characters and we get to see diff perspectives. but instead of just developing it properly, the author kept throwing disturbing shits. ong srsly, what are yall trying to prove.

Hello ! My sincere apologies for not being active :< Nilalangaw na ang CU and that epistolary I was supposed to publish last month ay na-delay ng sobra T-T Hindi ko pa siya tapos actually kasi I’m struggling with imposter syndrome right now. But rest assured, I’ll finish it and won’t keep it in my drafts. Gusto kong makilala niyo ang Xanro (uy spoiler) so I’ll do my best to write it despite me wanting to rip my hair out whenever I do try to look at my wip
          
          Malapit na ang tenth anniv ko sa Wattpad and I actually have something planned for it but I don’t think makakaabot ako T^T I’m just so so busy these days kaya I guess ihabol ko na lang siya once I’m a free hooman na
          
          I will get back to you as soon as I can. Thank you for understanding at maraming salamat sa suporta :3 Ilyyyy mwah
          
          ps. may konting spoiler ng next BL epistolary ko sa blue app kaya you can check that out if you want ;)

huhu miss u po

Ang ganda ng AESF author! Halos natapos ko siya ng isang araw cauz it really got my attention and interest talaga. I didn't also expect some of the plot twist, HAHAHAHAHA nakakagulat. Unang hinala ko sa God na tinutukoy ay si Mykel, pero hindi pala. Super naaawa na din ako kay Alastair, what more pa kaya ung mararanasan niya under Mykel's mercy? T-T

Some new update: New BL epistolary coming really really soon :]

Hi ! I just republished FOAHP ^^ It’s still not revised yet as it still has the errors and issues it once had before, but I decided to bring it back. I just thought it was unfair for Rian and Inez to be hidden from the world when they were my first babies.
          
          After seeing the reactions to my latest story, I thought it would just be appropriate to bring back the story that started it all. Because before AESF was even a concept in my head, I had already written FOAHP, a story about a girl who was forced to live her life as a porcelain doll on the street. It’s darker than any of my stories, if I do say so myself. I just didn’t execute it properly, which is why I’m revising it in the future. Hindi ko alam kung kailan, pero babalikan ko ‘to. I at least want to finish it so Rian and Inez can have their happily ever after.
          
          If you want to read FOAHP even though it’s not complete yet, please, feel free to do so. It’s not perfect and definitely needs some work, but I’m proud of what past me has written because it allowed me to kickstart my writing journey here on Wattpad.
          
          Ayon lang, I hope you’ll look forward to the better version of Rian and Inez in the future and thank you for the support you’ve given for FOAHP thus far :] 
          
          (Also, happy mother’s day to all of your lovely mother and mother-figures <3)

CU Chapter 4 is up! Happy reading :]

Hi ! I’m currently writing two new BL stories behind the scenes: one’s a stand alone and ‘yong isa ay epistolary ulit. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang una kong matatapos, pero I’ll publish them kapag tapos ko na lahat (esp the epistolary) para hindi kayo mabitin :]

CU Chapter 3 is up! Happy reading :]

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