spl0inku

Optional Announcement if you wanna read but it’s your choice. 
          	I’m being blamed for tracing art even when I did not. It’s not my fault my character I’m drawing happens to look like another but I did not trace. I have no evidence to show them and I’m just really stressed. I can’t do anything else to defend myself because im being blamed by both the server owner and some mods. I’m becoming so horrifying stressed it’s not funny. I don’t know what to do or how to defend myself anymore. They did create a rule against AI art and Tracing but I did none of that. I don’t wanna be banned from that server because I have so many friends on that server I am in and I’m just scared. I’m probably overthinking this and I’m trying to take a break from Discord because this but I can’t because I just wanna be updated. The only reason I’m announcing this because I need help. I’m actually shaking and freaking out.

spl0inku

Optional Announcement if you wanna read but it’s your choice. 
          I’m being blamed for tracing art even when I did not. It’s not my fault my character I’m drawing happens to look like another but I did not trace. I have no evidence to show them and I’m just really stressed. I can’t do anything else to defend myself because im being blamed by both the server owner and some mods. I’m becoming so horrifying stressed it’s not funny. I don’t know what to do or how to defend myself anymore. They did create a rule against AI art and Tracing but I did none of that. I don’t wanna be banned from that server because I have so many friends on that server I am in and I’m just scared. I’m probably overthinking this and I’m trying to take a break from Discord because this but I can’t because I just wanna be updated. The only reason I’m announcing this because I need help. I’m actually shaking and freaking out.

spl0inku

Today hasn’t been a good day. I woke up and had choir early in the morning and I don’t like choir, I made a gift for my friend just for someone to steal it from him, my period started and I was wearing light beige pants, I got muted from a discord server for washing my pet cat, my streak on discord is gone, I’ve been getting massive migraines lately, my brother didn’t get the award I was cheering him on to get, I’ve just been sad in general, my cat peed on my bed and pooped on my bed, I feel really sick, I’m failing school, and more. Idk it’s just really sad and I’m REALLY stressed out if you couldn’t tell. AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
          I’m fine

iaam0n

hi, dear!!
          i hope you are doing well, and feeling better. i am sorry to bother you if i am annoying. i just am very concerned with you. i realised you didn’t post anything after january 1st. 
          please take care of yourself. you are not alone.
          have a good day, force yourself to look at things differently ! 
          don’t hesitate to message me. 
          have a good day!!!

iaam0n

@spl0inku ahhh that’s good !!
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spl0inku

Guh I’m alive lol
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spl0inku

⚠️Vent into the new year⚠️
          Tw: Talk of SH, Talks of Suicide Attempts, Talks of Bullying, Talks of Insecurity, ECT
          
          
          
          Before I leave the 2023 year behind, I want to say this probably was arguably one of the worst years of my life besides 2020. I hate the fact that I get made fun of for every single little thing about me and am beginning to feel more and more insecure about myself. Earlier this year, I started self harming more than I have in the past and the most suicide attempts this year than ever. I hate how my parents call me fat and I hate how people at my school don’t take me seriously. I hate that I don’t look as pretty as others want me to be and I hate that all of my disabilities exist. I hate the way my parents fight nonstop and my mom calls me names like useless and a mistake and telling me to kill myself. Last year, I remember thinking to myself that 2022 was going to be the year I succeeded in killing myself but it never happened. I hate how I’m lazy. I hate how I feel guilty over things that I know isn’t my fault. I hate that I don’t want to put effort into things. I hate that I’m selfish and impulsive. I hate everything. Then again, there are good things in life that are keeping me from leaving, such as an unfinished book or my cats. I just don’t know how to put these things into words. Well, Happy New Year, And I Love You All.

iaam0n

Please be patient and indulgent with yourself. everything happens for a reason, and i hope you know that you are never alone in these situations. with every hard times, comes growth, even though they are very painful. pls trust yourself, follow your heart and be kind and strong to yourself. the world can be very messy and difficult, i understand that. everyone could use a little bit of kindness and positivity, but i guess it’s too complicated for some people to be kind. But why? why so hard ? people should stop making somebody feel bad about them, what they don’t realise is that they become a hideous person every time they call you a mean name. 
            you don’t deserve all this. hard periods are frequent, and you probably are used to it, but prepare yourself for the beautiful periods awaiting for you !! 
            i wish i could talk to you privately, but please don’t hurt yourself. It breaks my heart knowing someone could mark their wrists, or whatever.. like that. don’t listen to anyone who’s talking bad about you. whatever it is, i hope for you, and i am sure that you will be alright. 
            I am sending you a lot of love and support, you are loved. i promise.
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spl0inku

My new intro (also my new wattpad description for me): 
          
          Nickname you can call me: sploink, ink, 
          
          Pronouns: She/He/They
          
          Sexuality: Ace
          
          Favorite Animal: Cat
          
          Favorite Color: Black
          
          Favorite School Subject: Science or Band
          
          Favorite Game: Minecraft or Roblox
          
          Age: 15
          
          ENTP
          
          Current Worry: [it’s way too graphic and mentally disturbing so you can probably guess what it might be]
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          Hobbies:
          Crafting
          Prop Making
          Cosplaying
          Reading
          Gaming
          Sleeping
          Playing Cards
          Roasting People 
          
          
          Likes:
          Animals
          Gaming
          Sleep
          Shiny Stuff
          Being Left Alone
          Playing Cards
          
          
          Hates:
          People Judging me
          People not understanding what I really mean
          Being Bullied
          Dog Slobber in the mouth
          Brussel Sprouts 
          Pre Teen Children
          Rude Girls at School
          People recording me without consent
          My parents sometimes
          Myself 
          
          
          Current interests (in order):
          DSMP
          OMORI
          FNAF
          DANGANRONPA
          DELTARUNE/UNDERTALE
          BLACK BUTLER
          
          Past Interests (still will talk about them):
          Warrior Cats
          Attack On Titan
          Demon Slayer
          Hunter x Hunter
          Haikyuu
          The Promised Neverland
          My Hero Academia
          Harry Potter
          Gacha
          Toilet Bound Hanako Kun
          Tokyo Revengers
          Vocaloid
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          Socials you can follow/friend me on:
          Instagram: spl0inku
          Discord: spl0inku #9379
          Twitter: spl0inkuu
          YouTube: spl0inku
          Twitch: spl0inku
          Reddit: spl0inku
          TikTok: spl0inku
          Wattpad: spl0inku