i have always loved writing because i never knew how to talk to people.

i'm 18 years old now and i'm an optimist living in a pessimist's skin but i've learned to love both parts of me.

if i start crying in the woods and no one is around to hear it, was i ever really sad? 
i wrote it down in great detail, but does anyone know for sure?

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jonghyun, i'm so proud of you. you did well and i will never say any different. i hope you're on the moon, smiling at all of us and enjoying the view of the stars. you are the moonlight that follows me when i'm alone and the calm presence i feel when i'm lost and not at home. i hope you're smiling a lot, i hope the stars enjoy your music as much as i do.