Jackson

I'm gonna write here even if you don't want to respond or don't want me to do it. I figured you should know, you're still an ass, but guess what? I'm doing fine. I'm only still writing to you because if I don't then I will never feel closure. What you did was not okay. I never fully accepted that, but it wasn't. You manipulated me, and lied to me, and tried to kiss me even though I told you not to. I said no, and you thought it would be funny to try anyway. Fuck you. I'm done. This might be the last letter but we'll see. Fuck you for being able to forget me. Fuck you for giving me a 28 on my scene in drama that one time for no reason. Fuxk you for making those 5 months hell. I felt like I couldn't leave, you told me if I did you would do something bad to yourself and thats manipulation. That. Is fucking. Manipulation. You are a manipulator, and a bully, and are willing to trigger me for attention. And, in the most respectful way possible, I hope you got fucking help. You might be worse than zane, at least zane was doing stuff based on what zane thought was the truth I think. But none of you have any excuse. But, I still wish nothing but better things for you, and for you to know that I hope life is getting better for you. I hope things get better even though I've been hurt. Nothing could have changed what happened, so it's best if I try to be civil and not be like you guys, I'm better than that,  my bestfriend tells and shows me so all the time, I have decent people around me now, I hope you do as well, and that you're treating them better. Good luck with everything, have an okay life, it's all I would have wanted for anyone.

Hi. It's been a while, you probably don't even use wattpad anymore, um, I'm doing fine. If you've found a way to forget me, then good. But, I can't, I can't ever forget. I'll never be healed unless I get you to see at least one of my messages. I'm not mad anymore. I cried on October 3rd, if you were curious. I very much dislike that day now. Um, you're such an ass, but, I guess that's not really your fault. I hope you were able to be happy, and move on and do what you need to do to have a decent life, if you've even still got one, I hope so. Um, i got some good friends now, I still talk to michael, he's pretty different, but still cool, maybe even cooler. I would never tell someone else someones own personal stuff, but, just know you missed out. I should've never dated you, but also, I think I needed to, to get where I am. Because, like I said, I'm doing fine. And I don't need closure anymore, because I think I just got it.

Gosh dammit! Jackson able Caine Kerth you better answer me and stop avoiding me like you've forgotten who I am or something. I'm trying to help you and I deleted your number so this is my only shot, and I swear if you don't listen to me, its only going to go down hill from here, just here me out, because I have something to say. And a plan.

Hi just wanted to see how things re for you I cant tell yo uh how many times I've tol a certain friend I wish youd be home schooled for the sake and benefit of you and everyone else but I'm here if you want to talk.I just think what if I were you in taht situation and if someone could help just one person I'd want to be that someone