Grandma's death date....
Hello everyone...today is a very hard day for me every year...and I plan to keep myself distracted today the best I can by doing homework, reading, and other things perhaps. She would've been 76 this year on her birthday later in August. I still remember this day like it was yesterday and part of me wishes I didn't because my grandma was sick and passed away in a hospital. I was with her when she was in the hospital suffering and it still breaks my heart because I wasn't able to do anything except watch and comfort her until she took her last breath. I still remember the night she passed and I remember hearing her last breath...and after that I had to go inside the room to get my bag and when I did, I saw her dead body....those things will forever haunt me..and I can't get the image out of my head nor can I unhear her take her last breath. I miss and love her still...and this day is always the hardest for me. Her birthday is a hard day for me as well which will be in 7 months. I apologize for not updating or creating anything, I've been having a hard time with writer's block and today is a hard day for me. I just thought I should let yall know and I hope yall have a great day...