“love is a fickle, never-ending cacophony of pain and pleasure. one love may end soon, and the next will start up again and end in a train wreck just as the last did. love is the equivalent to hate, yet the opposite.
when you miss someone, you start to really wonder—why? is this proof of how i feel? is this evidence, showing that i’m in love? that i made another mistake? it might be any of those, but...
for me, it reminds me of who i am. what he’s changed me to become and how i want to be around him all the time.
this isn’t me, i’d say. this isn’t you, they’d say. i love you, he’d say. with every passing second, i wanted to hear him say it again and again. it isn’t me but it will be.”
Wanted to post something related to writing, so here’s a prompt I have. Essentially obsessed to the point of no return with someone who really does love you but you feel like you need to change for them. In other words, completely broken girl falls in love and becomes obsessed with popular guy so she feels like she has to change to be more like what she believes he’d like.
Was hoping to make something of it, so I’ll look into it later.
