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Dear lord it's been forever.
          
          Well, life's gone to shit, I have no friends in my immediate area (they're all just far enough that we can see each other when possible, but too far to actually go out for a night, or help each other if there's a situation, and cost of transport is a killer), but long story short I am spending most days completely alone rn, aside from seeing my family for maybe half an hour tops. I literally don't have any idea on what to do atp, so like, if anyone has advice that'd be great lmfao

Update for you rat bastards :D
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          So what the fuck has happened recently? Well I joined a revolutionary group (@lesamislabc on ig go follow ) and even though we all live pretty much 100+ miles away from each other they're my best friends.
          
          
          And my boyfriend? Oh where the fuck do I begin. I'm not gonna go into detail because I really don't wanna go over it for the a millionth time (friends & family asking etc.) he was, for a word, abusive. Emotionally. Took me forever, but I broke up with him about a week ago, in that week I've felt like a weight has come off my shoulders, and I couldn't be more relieved with my decision.
          
          Moving on from that mess, it's currently 7AM and I'm still trying to recover from last night - I saw Les Miserables for a 5th time, except this was the very last performance of the tour. I sobbed the entire way through (it has been 6 months since my last visit which didn't help) and was once again reminded of why Marius is my favourite character. The best part about this is how I'd been messaging Will Callan on IG every now and then (yes, he replied to all) since the very moment he was announced, at some point I decided I needed to see him as Marius - and that I did. He is possibly my favourite Marius which I've seen yet, his leaping across the stage during DYHTPS just made it. Not to mention his acting throughout, but especially from ALFOR to Gavs death. He is how I've always imagined Marius: dorky, awkward, funny and brave. In this production of Les Mis he protects Cosette from Montparnasse during The Robbery and I loved seeing that with his character. There's much more I noticed during the show but those are a few of my points about Marius, don't get me started on Sam & Raymond as Enj & R, especially the Enjoltaire moments - it destroyed me. The most emotional scene for me by far was Drink With Me, don't get me started cause I only have like 20 characters left but I was left looking like a goldfish with tears streaming down my face.
          
          So ye :)

Bro are you good you haven't posted in months.

GUYS YOU KNOW I SAID I GOT WITH THIS GUY? YEAH WELL BAD NEWS ALL HE WANTS TO DO IS MAKE OUT AND OVER THE PAST WEEK I'VE REALISED THAT NOT ONLY DO I LOVE HIM PLATONICALLY INSTEAD OF ROMANTICALLY BUT I ALSO THINK THAT I AM IN FACT NOT BISEXUAL AND AM STRAIGHT UP LESBIAN WTF DO I DO 

GUYS OMG WTF I AM NO LONGER SINGLE BRO LIKE HOW I'M SO HAPPY RN LKE I'VE KNOWN HIM FOR 3 YEARS IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING BUT HOW OFTEN DO YOU FIND A GOOD LOOKING, RESPECTFUL, HAS A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS FAMILY AND PROUD TO SHOW IT, MAKES THE EFFORT, 17 YEAR OLD GUY WHO IS ACTUALLY INTO YOU LIKE WHEN DOES THAT HAPPEN ESPECIALLY TO SOMEONE LIKE ME WTF

✨B O O P✨ You have been booped. Put this on 20 profiles and spread the chaos
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          P.s: Sorry

Hi, just wanted to say I love your profile's vibe it's amazing. That's all, hope you are having an amazing day!!

I watched Coco for the first time and now i'm a mess