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I was looking at my followers and saw that i was following some dude and i was so confused then realize hes my ex from like 2020......im laughing sm. I forgot we were together at some point first person i sexted. And my first REAL bf. Then he broke up w me bc i cheated on him but i was young so i thought it was alr. I feel so bad. If i aint cheat we would've been endgame. Well probs not bc i was 10 i think. Let me do the math rq. 9. I was 9. He was 17. I mean i told him that i was 15 but still. And i still do date people older than me but i tell them my real age(thats a lie) i just wanted to tell yall this how did it turn into a paragraph? Did i insult someone? I tend to hurt everyone i meet lol. Now im hurting your eyes because you have to read this cringe paragraph. Sorry I'll go i talk way too much

Its jst a rideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hold on my song is playing guys 

ON MAH SUGAR CLOUDDDDDDDDDDDD 

AND IM ASKING WHYYYY LORD IF THIS IS HOW I DIEEEE LORD why be left with no family and no friends

TALIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

your usual table sir? IN THE VIP!!!!!

I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL I WANNA BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRLLLL GIRLLL GIRLLLLLLLLL GIRLLL GIRLLL GIRL GIRLLLLLLL GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL IF I COULD JUDT HAVE JUST ONE DREAM ID BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL

Some might say we're released
          Pushing daisies, deceased
          But we all know the worms must be fed
          There's just one lingering fear
          Oh, my soul, is it here
          Or is it rotting somewhere with my head?
          Oh, my soul
          Oh, my soul
          Oh, my soul
          Oh, my soul
          Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
          Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
          Ah-ah
          Ahh-ahh-ah
          Oh, no soul, and no name
          And no story, what a shame
          Cruel existence was only a sham
          Oh, Saint Peter, let me in
          You must know where I've been
          Won't you tell me at last who I am?
          Who I am
          Who I am
          Who I am
          Who I am
          Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
          Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
          Ah-ahh
          Ahh-ah-ah
          And from the ground, beneath my feet
          I hear the anguish of the street
          (A choir never complete)
          And like an old forgotten tune
          A song that no one knows
          Forgot how it goes
          Just John and me
          Forever eternally, Jane Doe
          And I'm askin', "Why, Lord?
          If this is how I die, Lord
          Why be left with no family
          And no friends?" (Ooh)
          I've got no celebration
          Just this consolation
          Time eats all these children in the end
          A melody floats through the air
          When silence falls, does no one care?
          (Does anyone care?)
          Another sad, forgotten tune
          Another song that no one knows
          So that's how it goes
          Just John and me
          Forever eternally, Jane Doe
          And she's askin', "Why, Lord?" (Why, oh why, oh why, oh why?)
          "This is no way to die, Lord!" (No one to sing, no one to sigh)
          Now that all is said and done
          Isn't there anyone to tell me who I am?
          No singing songs of celebration
          Just this sorry speculation
          Like John, I'll be eternally
          A forgotten name, some lost refrain
          Just "Jane"
          Jane
          Doe