Jilian

Tough girl
          In the fast lane
          No time for love
          No time for hate
          No drama no time
          For games
          Tough girl
          Whose soul aches
          
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          I'm at home
          On my own
          Check my phone
          Nothing though
          Act busy
          Order in
          Pay TV
          It's agony
          
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          I may cry, ruining my makeup
          Wash away all the things you've taken
          And I don't care if I don't look pretty
          Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
          Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
          Big girls cry when their heart is breaking
          
          Tough girl
          I'm in pain
          It's lonely at the top
          Blackouts and airplanes
          I still pour you a glass of champagne
          Tough girl
          Whose soul aches
          
          [Pre-Chorus:]
          I'm at home
          On my own
          Check my phone
          Nothing though
          Act busy
          Order in
          Pay TV
          It's agony
          
          [Chorus:]
          I may cry, ruining my makeup
          Wash away all the things you've taken
          And I don't care if I don't look pretty
          Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
          Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
          Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
          
          I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
          I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
          I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
          I wake up, I wake up, I wake up,
          I wake up alone
          
          [Chorus:]
          I may cry, ruining my makeup
          Wash away all the things you've taken
          And I don't care if I don't look pretty
          Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
          Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
          Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

ITS ALL MY FAULT

Roses are red violets are blue 
          sugar is sweet and perhaps so are you but the roses have wilted the violets are dead
           the Sugar Bowl is empty and your wrists are stained red
           the sun isn't shining the skies aren't clear there is no Silver Lining because you are no longer
           here the rain keeps pouring there is no end in sight
           you are laying there frozen so far from light
           your beauty is unreal your smile the Sun but time can't be turned or your actions undone 
          The words that you wrote that only I read "I love you so please don't cry when I'm dead." 
          a bond that we formed a love that ran deep
           a pain that we shared a friend I could keep
           I wanted to hold you, wipe the tears from your eyes
           been there the moment you said goodbye
           I want to forget but most times I don't
           I want to let go but I know that I won't tears on my face memories burned in my head 
          the roses have wilted the violets are dead 

PLEASE GO READ MY NEW BOOK I WANT FEEDBACK 

How doesn't she notice..... That her daughter.....is alone.... And.....she needs a mother..... That cares for her......

T-T

It really sucks when you want someone to talk to but you don't want to be an attention whore well I guess right now I am being one aren't I?

I know...NO ONE will ever love you don't need to remind me.....

I have a girlfriend I am so happy!!

HELLO