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Crazy account this shit is ancient 

well yall. its been literally so long watafak how we doin

omd I don’t know if you remember me I haven’t talked to you in ages I used to make like evesou fanfics and I faked my entire identity  as a boy because I was scared.

now that user-to-user messaging is gone, im so sad cuz i genuinely used to read old convos <3

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          wait what really?? omg i love you guys im not ready for this change.

ok guys my brithday was march 31st but i forgot to tell yall about it so here we are. so on the 30th i was at the mall. there was a spencers. i walked into it and regretting all my life choices up to that moment but i got some ideas iykwim. then i spent over $200 by accident because i just did ok. im actually so pissed at myself for that bc thats $200 down the drain that i couldve saved for my own car. anyway,, i also went into a sleeping tiger and the cashier there looked EXACTLY like tame impale but he was bitchy bc i couldnt grab my fucking card fast enough and the stupid thingy timed out so he was like "ugh. ok lets try this again."
          
          anyway so after that i met up w my beloved bf and his mother, who i would be meeting for the firs time. ok so shes kinda not liked me, or so i thought, but she was gen so nice and chill. she told me she felt like shes known me forever when we first met,, and then at the end before i kidnapped her son (my beloeved husban) she hugged me and said it was nice meeting me <3
          
          ok so i kidnapped her son and took him to an arcade with me, then we spent the rest of the day there. i had an awesome time ngl, he tried tickling me but im not ticklish so hm kinda killed the vibe and he was liek "aw."
          so before i dropped him back home, we made out in the back of my DAD'S car which was awesome and magical. yeah. mhm. hehe <3

life has been uncomfortably easy on me, which is a good thing but also i dont want it to be too good because then something bad is gonna happen when i least expect it.

hi :)

gasp. its been a while since i updated on my life. nothing really. just letting bullshit pass bc ive complained enough already. im tired, i just dont rly have energy for this SHIT anymore. 
          <3 my birthday is march 31 btw

back from newport and omg. happy with my life again because for once, an adult didnt stereotype me as moody and mean just because im a teenager. the height of my vacation, tyrell, the guy working in the native store. 
          as ive been saying like, about the future being scary, HE started the convo of it being scary when we dont know what's coming, and i feel like i definitely needed to hear that from an experienced adult. someone whos been there, done that, and was able to emphasize with me. yk, without the "your parents are just tryna teach u" and shit. 
          "u got strict parents?" followed by a "youll get thru this, i believe in you."
          we need more adults like him in the world >>>>